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"So I see you and Jack have gotten along lately", my mom says as I come downstairs.

Why am I so nervous? She's just saying. Nothing more.

"Yeah I guess. He's.. uh not that bad."

"Mhm. What do you guys even do?"

"T-Talk. W-We just talk."

"How nice. I knew you guys would eventually become fond of each other."

"Oh", is all I manage to say before I walk away awkwardly and run upstairs to my room. I close the door behind me and lean against it as I sit down. What if she knew about us? What if she was playing it off? That would make no sense because if that was true then why didn't she confront me?

I knew from the moment we kissed that this was wrong. And now I was going to pay the price.

Should I call him? No. I can't.

"Ella come down." Oh god was this confronting part. I knew it. She knew. This was going to my death. Right here, in the living room, in my house, by my mom. I slowly walk downstairs.

"Look sweetheart it's Sam."

Oh shit. I mentally slap myself in face. Although I am relief that it isn't what I have thought, I still feel guilty. I've been so caught with Jack that I have been so distant with Sam lately.

"Um hey." His voice sounds so innocent and sweet.

"Hey", I say. I feel so guilty. I can't even look at him. I walk towards him and grab his hand as I take him up to my room.

I close the door behind him and hug him as he plants a kiss on my head.

"I'm sorry I have been distant lately. I haven't mean too", I mumble into his sweatshirt and mean it.

"It's okay. I still love you."

"I love you too."

Sammy was always there for me. How could I be such a horrible girlfriend? How could I cheat on him with my own step-brother? Sam meant everything to me. I care for him, I honestly do and I want him to know that I love him more than he thinks.

"And I want you to be my first time." I look up into his eyes and see surprise fill them.

"Now?!"

"No, no. I just-I just wanted to let you know."

"Okay."

I look up again but this time I remove my hands from his sides and replace them on his face, bringing him closer to me so I can kiss him. I really do miss Sam. He doesn't deserve this. He's such a great caring boyfriend. How could I do this to him?

We stand there just kissing each other. It felt nice and familiar. He breaks apart and smiles at me.

"So what do you want to do? We can go back to kissing. Just on bed because my legs are tired."

I laugh and shake my head. "We can watch Friends although the kissing part sounds tempting."

"Sounds like a plan."

We walk over to my bed and I just lay right into Sam with my head rested on his chest and my arms wrap around him like a bear. I smile as he plants a kiss on my forehead for the millionth time.

This was perfect. It was relaxing. It was-

"Hey can I borrow 20 bucks", Jack says as he barges into the room.

What the fuck? Who invited him in? Surely not me. Was it Casper because then me and him have to have a talk.

"Jack! You can't just come barging in here whenever you want. Boundaries. Learn them! Also learn privacy", I yell. Me and Sam could have been doing something and he could have barged in on us.

"Whatever. Do you have 20 bucks?"

"Here", Sam says as he pulls out a twenty dollar bill and hands it to Jack.

"Seriously Jack. We could have been doing something we didn't want you to know about." That came out way dirtier than I planed.

Jack smirks.

"We're going to have sex this Friday", I blurt out, taken back by my sudden outburst. What the actually fuck was wrong with me?

"We are", Sam whispers in my ear. I shake my head and give him a quick kiss on the lips.

Jack just stares at me and I feel a whole burning inside of me. And for one moment, he looked hurt. "Be prepared." He grinned and walked off.

What?

"What was that about?" Sam asks.

"What do you mean?"

"Why'd you tell him were having sex?"

"He always teases me. Always teasing me about it so I wanted to prove him wrong. I wanted to show him that I have a perfect guy to do it with and in fact is going to do the deed", I lie partially.

"So this is just all about proving him. You don't want to have sex with me then."

"No, no babe." I climb on top of him and place both hands on his face. "Of course I do. I want you to be my first and I was serious. I want to have sex with you."

He kisses me. "Then this Friday it is." We both laugh and go back to kissing each other like nothing in the world mattered.

(a/n: ur girl updated! yay! moving up in life. my goal is to get at least 1k votes for the whole entire book not for a chapter although that be so fucking cool. so is this goals or what but then again anything with sammy is goalz. lololol. tried to make this romantic & sweet. don't know if it good but here u go. im going to have Sam more in this book because i feel like he's not mentioned a lot an he plays a vital roll so yeah. if u like then vote, add to your library and share with ya fam. i luv u guys comments ur the coolest so keep doing them.)

- bri