Fucking gilinsky

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I grasp on to the sheets, quickly covering myself.

Out of all people, I least expected Jack to be here. What the hell was he doing here? What did he want?

I look over, noticing both Sam and I shared the same expression. I could tell he was beginning to question Jacks feelings towards me.

"What the hell are you doing here man?!" Sam yells.

"I-I'm sorry Ella. I can't let you do this. I can't let you give your innocence to him. Please don't go through with it. Pick me instead. We don't have to do anything just don't go down this road with him."

I stare with shock on my face. Was he serious?

The tone in his voice sounded like....begging. But it couldn't have been. He would have to care and he wasn't capable of that.

"What the fuck man? Are you-"

"Jack, it's not your descison to make and you can't just barge up in here thinking that you can. This is private and you need to learn boundaries. You need to go."

It was hard for me to be so cruel to him but he couldn't just do that. He had no right.

"Ella please!"

"Hey man, back up. She said leave", Sam says putting his arm in front of him.

"Shut the fuck up man and go back to your trashy hoe Madison."

I looked wide eye at Sam. What was Jack talking about?

"Who the hell is Madison?" I yell.

"Sam didn't tell you? While he was sweeting you up, he was fucking some whore."

Tears start to stream down my face. After everything we've been through. All the lovey dovey shit and the restless nights were all for nothing. And to think I was going to loose my virginity to him.

"What the fuck man", Sam yells.

"So it is true", I sob. He moves closer to me but I back away.

"Babygirl come."

"No Sam. Don't fucking touch me. I can't fucking believe you! You jerk! After everything! You make me sick!"

I felt like my whole world was crumpling down beneath me in a black hole where I might just fall. I felt emptiness. I felt pain. I felt anger.

I can't believe how blinded I was. This is all my fault. Why? What did I do wrong?

"Let's go Ella", Jack says moving towards me but Sam stops him.

"Don't go near her."

"Get the fuck out of my way." He growls.

Jack pushes forward but Sam pushes him back leaving Jack slamming his back against the wall. He turns around shaking his hands before attaching his fist to his face, knocking out Sam.

Sam tumbles to the floor holding his nose that was now gushing with blood.

Jack holds out his hand to me but I walk coldly past him and grab my clothing. At this point I didn't care if anyone saw me. I got dressed and begin to walk to someone's house that would give me answers.

Jack slowly follows me but doesn't say anything. We reach outside and I walk past his car and into the sidewalk.

"Where the fuck are you going", Jack yells out.

"Someone who can answer my questions honestly, Nate."

(a/n: i am so sorry that this is crappy!!!! i really didn't put much effort into it but the next chapter i will. Lmao so i added Madison in this chapter but don't worry she ain't in the book. Anyways if u like then vote, share with fam and add to ya library.)

- bri