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"GET OUT" I yell at them all because everyone but my mom is in hear my mom never really cared if I cut myself but I think she will start to care
They all get out but Cameron and Shawn who for the time get along and help me clean my cuts and Shawn takes the razor and flushes it then Shawn leaves leaving Cameron and I to talk Which scares me because Cameron loves me and I know he is mad
"I'm not mad at you Amber I'm concerned" he says as I sit down on my bed and start to cry he sits on my left and rubs circles on my back and then he pulls me in to his chest just in time for skylar to come in
"Amber I'm sorry Nash told me you know everything and I want you to know I want you as alpha I love you your like another sister and I want you to know that and I know that you know I want you to be here with me I can understand if you don't want to talk to me for now but I want you to know I am here for you and I always will be and I really do love Shawn and I know you have to have a kid with him but I love him" and with that she walks out and I start to cry even more
"Amber calm down I love you I love you I love you I love you calm down I will be here for you I will love you whatever happens whatever I say I will always love you you are the best thing that has happened to me and I'm sure one day you won't love me back but today you do and I want to have this time with you" he says hugging me really tight
"cameron i know i will be with you for a long time and i love you i want you to be the person i am with for my hole life but i know at some point i have to have kids with shawn and my visions arent 100% even though nash and jacob can read my mind i want you to know that i am going to call my dad and ask him how to use my mental shield so i dont have them in my mind and how to project my shield so you can also have it" i say and he hugs me more
"Amber I love you so much" he says and kisses the top of my head
"Cameron I love you so much and I want to thank you for beating here for me through this I was clean for a few months but now im not and I don't know what will happen because when you cut its like a scratch but it then hurts more and I don't know how to explain things and I just want you to know this most likely won't be the last time I cut" I say and start to cry again
"Shhh shhh Amber calm down this will be the last time because you are strong and I know you can do this I might have not known you for long but I know you and I know you can over come anything and I know even though your parents aren't to get her your parents love you and even if they don't care that you cut they care about you don't worry we won't tell your parents if you don't want us to and I will harm the boys is they tell your parents though I'm sure THERE ALL BY THE DOOR" and with that the door opens to see all of the boys and Skylar standing there

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