Shawn mendes werewolf vampire

No more amber and cameron (Book 2)

"YOU WANNA KNOW WHATS WRONG" HE STARTS YELLING AT US "WHATS WRONG IS AMBER HAS TWO MATES AND THAT MEANS THAT ITS NO FAIR TO ME OR SHAWN THE SHE IS WITH US BOTH WHATS ALSO NOT FAIR IS THAT SHE THINKS IT IS OKAY TO BE WITH BOTH OF US I FEEL BAD FOR SHAWN I MEAN HE HAD HER FIRST AND I JUST COME AND TAKE HER LIKE HOW IS THAT FAIR TO ANYONE I DONT THINK IT IS FAIR THAT SHE IS ENGAGED TO TWO PEOPLE AND THAT SHE HAS TO HAVE KIDS WITH SHAWN AND THAT US HAVING KIDS IS NOT ENOUGH FOR THE WEREWOLF WORLD I AMNOT MAD AT YOU GUYS I AM MAD AT THE STUPID UNIVERSE FOR ALL OF THIS ITS NOT FAIR I FEEL LIKE IF I DO MEET MY MATE MAYBE I WILL LOVE HER I MEAN I DONT THINK ITS FAIR TO MATT AND CARTER THAT THEY HAVE TO SHARE SKYLAR AND HAYES JUST GETS SOPHIA I THINK IT IS WRONG AND I ALSO THINK IT IS WRONG THAT EVERYONE DOES NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH US ALL BEING LIKE THIS WE SHOULD ALL HAVE OUR OWN MATES AND EVEN IF I DO HAVE A MATE I DONT WANT TO BE WITH HER OVER AMBER BUT I FEEL LIKE ONE DAY I MIGHT WANT TO BECAUSE I WILL GET JEALOUS OF SHAWN AND I LOVE YOU AMBER BUT NO IM DONE WE ARE OVER GET OUT ALL THREE OF YOU AND NOW" cameron says

"cameron" i say in a shakey voice

"NO AMBER IM SORRY BUT NO WE ARE DONR" he says and i start to cry because now i have to go home and deal with the kids ....

****2 days later****

I have been in mine ans shawns room for the past few days .... everyone has tried to get me to come out of my room but no one has been able to .... hayes was the only one who could get me to stop crying and sophia was not happy that her mate was able to do that and so i told him i would not cry and that he should go spend time with her .... shawn made me take the ring cameron get me off because either he doesnt like it-A B-he is mad at cameron C-he doesnt want me to have that connection to cameron or D- he really does care that i am upset and wants to help .... i think it is a combonation of them all .... i really want to get over cameron but we have alex alec danielle and amy so i will always have to be around him and all of that .... he will always have had my kids and will al,ways be the father to them and we will always have that connection to eachother and he will always be the first person i hazd sex with and that will always have a deep connection with me and i feel bad that shawn is my mate i m,ean i love them both but cameron was there for me when shawn wasnt and that sucks because cameron wont be there for me when i need him and i dont just love him because he helps me i have fallen in love with him and all of that .... shawn comes in the room snapping me out of my thoughts

"look amber i know you love cameron and i feel bad i am your mate and he isnt i really do i love you so much and if i could i would make him your mate thats how much i love you and it pains me to see you in so much pain i mean i know we havent known eachother for that long but i was thinking this is camerons birthday present so why dont you and i go home to the kids i mean they proboly look a month or two old because od the way they are being you know 1/2 werewolf 1/4 human and 1/4 vampire so lets go it will get your mind off of things and the only person we will tell is nash and so this way we know someone knows where we are i mean everyone knows your upset and they all feel bad for you but they are having a good time and your not and im not because i hate seeing you in so much pain it makes me pain please for the love of everything can we please go home and no i am not doing this for me because if it was up to me we would be out having fun but i know you dont want to do that so please amber please" shawn says practically begging

"ok i will go with you home but you have to promise me you will never leave me and i mesan never leave me becuase i love you and i also dont want to die and i would miss you and i would never forgive myself if something happened to you i love you so much i would cry if you died and we have to have a kid and i want to have a kid with you but at the same time i dont want to i mean i just had four kids and so now it feels weird and please dont be mad at me shawn you know i love you so much but i also love cameron and i dont love either of you more but i love you both equal and i know that sounds like a bitch move and all but im sorry and please dont be mad at me i really am sorry i took cameron when that happened between us and i dont regret it but at the same time i do retret it and its so unfair to you both that i love you both so much but cant choice between you to but its not fair to me that i have to and sorry now im just raining" i say