Shawn mendes werewolf vampire

Ryan or shawn

"Shawn and Skylar were at the mall and I didn't know they would be there and I went there to see if my mate was there and I saw them and when they were walking around they looked like a couple with their arms around each other and I assumed they were mates but now I know their not and amber I'm so sorry for this but I also saw them kiss" he says and I feel my heart break in a half
"I'm genna kill you shawn Peter raul Mandes" I say then continue " and I'm genna kill you Skylar page Andersen I can't believe you two would do this to me how dare you you know what shawn I didn't want to tell you this but Cameron was my favourite on the tour not you and maybe I should be with him not you because obviously you can't go a day of being with me I'm the person everyone always replaces after a while I got bullied my hole life and I finally had a squad and a group of friends which Skylar was in and I was going to leave then but now I'm not going to you know why because shawn your an Ass and Skylar your a bitch shawn you can't go one day with me without cheating on my I should have known that I was not for you and you were not for me after all the years of bullying and abuse I thought I finally found someone who would be protective of me and not let anything hurt me but in the end you are the things that hurt me" I say and go running away dispute everyone's protest even shawn and skylarks Cameron and Nash are the only two the follow me to the beach but I'm faster and that when it happened .... I run into someone and low and behold its Ryan my Boyfriend
"Oh I'm sorry" he says not recognising me yet
"Ryan why are you here" I ask him
"I missed you" he says grabs my waist and pulls me into a full on make out session I remember what my dad said :::: "Well my daughter has told me about you and from the looks of it you will be nice to her .... Her mother and I didn't really want her to date until she was or is 16 but I guess it's ok your not that much older maybe a year and a half from what I hear and so I like you Shawn please call me Russell but let me warn you I am faster and stronger and more relentless then werewolfs and if you hurt my only child or my little girl you can trust me I will rip you to peaches and your hole wolf pack as well but not that I have threat he'd you we can be civil even though I am not supposed to like your kind for my daughter or my little girl we can get along but don't forget what I said and amber I have to go but let me tell you good luck with Ryan and the rest of your vampire werewolf squad even though from what I hear Ryan is human be easy with him werewolfs and vampires fellings are less strong then humans and he will either be really bad or cry so please I don't need you dating two people no offense to your friend sky Matt and carter I must go be careful and I love you my number is in your phone text me"
And then I realise I have to pick between shawn and Ryan then Cameron and Nash knock us to the ground
"Cameron Dallas Nash G leave me alone I want nothing more to do with my cheating Boyfriend he is an Ass I also want nothing want nothing to do with Skylar she is a bitch" I say
"Watch its Skylar is my sister" Ryan says being protective and that's when I see the new moon and I realise that is only affect alpha and sky is the alpha of her family .... I'm the alpha but since I am half vampire it doesn't affect me .... That's why they did that that's why they didn't run after me that's why they kissed what's why they didn't care as much that's why they were acting like a couple that why .... Because alphas are attracted to each other on a new moon it's not like a full moon where all werewolfs are affected only alphas are affected and
"Look the three of you listen I know why Skylar kisses shawn because it's a new moon shawn is the alpha and so is sky and so am I but since I am half vampire it doesn't affect me that's why they kissed and that's why they didn't care as much that's why they were acting like a couple that's why they didn't run after me alphas are attracted to each other on a new moon it's not like a full moon where all werewolfs are affected only alphas are affected and look Ryan I love you but I'm half werewolf and werewolfs have mates and my mate is shawn and no offence to shawn I wish it was you because. I'm so in love with you but I love him also and I have to be with him or I could die and I know you don't want me to die I love you Ryan please come on tour with us and be my best friend we are so close and I'm so sorry I have to do this to you please forgive me" I say and run away crying because I'm not sure who I love kore I know I have to be with shawn but I am so in love with Ryan and Ryan should have been my mate why couldn't it have been Ryan I mean I love shawn but Ryan is my longest relationship and I love him I hope one day he can forgive me because I love him and I will always love him weather that be as a Boyfriend or as a best friend even though my Matt Cameron and Nash are my best friends I hope Ryan can be another one of my best friends .... Then I run straight clean into ....