Shawn mendes werewolf vampire

Rated r (Book 2)

****THIS CHAPTER IS RATED R FOR A REASON****

when we get there we go to nash and hayes house and when we get ther ewe are greated by there mom and skylynn she runs up to me and gives me a hug as we walk in after there mom says we can and then i see hayes and nash and i run up look at them and then diside to give nash a hug first because nash didnt tell cameron and then i hug hayes and then they showed us to our rooms and shawn and i share a room .... which i guess is a good because we have to have a kid sson and he is going to be in north carolina and you know what i dont get is why cameron is so mad he is the one who broke up with me

"amber" shawn says to me snapping me out of my thoughts

"yeah" i ask him and when i turn around he kisses me ....

"amber i love you so much you are my everything and i didnt get to ask you this the right way before but will you marry me i will never leave you and not to bring it up but i will not be like cameron and leave you i promise to stay with you for the rest of our lives will you do me the honor of letting me be your husband" shawn says and gets down on one knee and i start to cry

"yes" i say and wipe away my tears

"i love you" he says

"i love you too" i say and he kisses me

"jump" he says and i do so my legs are wrapped around his waist and he turns it into a amke put and carries me over to the bed and then drops me down and then falls on top of me and we both smile into the kiss and then he takes off his shirt and then i flip us over and so i am on top and then he takes off my shirt and bra and thank whatever the lights are off and then he flips us back over so he is on top and hovering over me with one hand on either side of my head and I look up at him .... I laugh and we continue to make out UNTIL there is a knock on the door
"Yeah" Shawn yells
"Don't be loud" Hayes yells and we all laugh then Hayes walks away
"I love you" Shawn says
"I love you too" I say and he takes off his shirt and the rest of our clothes then he slams into me making me moan softly remembering what Hayes said
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I say and we take off all out clothes leaving us naked ....
****next morning****
I wake up in shawns arms and we go downstairs and then i run to the bathroom and throw up .... i wonder why .... sarcasum .... anyway .... i diside not to tell shawn because i dont want him to worry while he is dealing with cameron .... i want shawn to be safe and yes i know he hurt me in the past but i also know he is the one who want to protect me and all so i go downstairs and see shawn, hayes, nash, sophia, and my mom

"where is everyone" i ask and they all look upset

"carter and everyone else went to help cameron even sky and matt im so soryy amber" shawn says to me and i look and want to cry so much i feel so bad i should just die

"ill be back" i say and run up stairs and get out a razor and pull it out and drag it accros my wrist .... i look down and see a hole shit load of blood on the floor .... all i know is if i dont die then shawn will be really mad at me .... i know what to do ....

"hello" cmaeron says

"hey cameron its amber i know you want to kill me and all but i am about to kill myself so i am going to save you the truble so stay where you are and please just dont kill the kids because they are your kids also i love you bye" i say and hang up

I go and take out a razor. Shawn comes through the door as soon as I slide it across my wrist making it really deep. He grabs the razor and yells at me. I know I can heal but I really don't want to. I look at him and he is yelling even though I can't hear him. I guess that is what comes with cutting into your wrist really deep.

"Amber" he says and I just look at him.

"What" I say

"You are pregnant so please heal babe I need you" He says

"How did you know" I ask

"I am not as stupid as you think I am" he says and I nod. I start to heal and he looks at me. He looks like he is about to cry. I look up at him and he is happy. "We are going to have a baby" he says and hugs me as I stand up. Then my phone rings. I walk over to it and see it is Cameron. This will not end well if I pick it up. But he will keep calling if I don't.

"Hello" I say into the phone

"Amber please don't kill yourself I don't know what I was thinking please don't hurt yourself I need you and the kids need you. If you hate me I understand and all but please don't kill yourself I need you. Please give me one more chance like you gave Shawn. I love you" he says and I think about it for a second.

"Cameron" I say and then I continue.