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"Amber I love you so much" he says and kisses the top of my head
"Cameron I love you so much and I want to thank you for beating here for me through this I was clean for a few months but now im not and I don't know what will happen because when you cut its like a scratch but it then hurts more and I don't know how to explain things and I just want you to know this most likely won't be the last time I cut" I say and start to cry again
"Shhh shhh Amber calm down this will be the last time because you are strong and I know you can do this I might have not known you for long but I know you and I know you can over come anything and I know even though your parents aren't to get her your parents love you and even if they don't care that you cut they care about you don't worry we won't tell your parents if you don't want us to and I will harm the boys is they tell your parents though I'm sure THERE ALL BY THE DOOR" and with that the door opens to see all of the boys and Skylar standing there
"Guys I need to tell you something" and they all come in and sit down "I have.... OCD .... Do you know what that is" they all shake their heads no so I continue "well it means obsessive compulsion disorder and thy means things have to be a certain way or I'll freak out that means things have to be even numbers I go it from my mom she is werewolf so they have that human side and can have problems I also have ADHD ODD ADD anxiety depression mood disorder and a reading disability so ADHD is attention dephasit hyperactive disorder which means I have to take meds for being to hyper ODD is Oppositional defiant disorder which means I don't do what I am told .... ADD is the same as ADHD but not hyperactive .... I have social and mental anxiety which means I'm not good around new people and that's why I ran a way from Shawn .... The mental anxiety it just I over think things and it's related to OCD because I over think thing so they have to be a curtain way .... I am depressed and it's only when I am over welmed and the reading disability is I can't read well" I Finnish and start to cry but Cameron walked out in the middle so I curl in to shawns chest and start to cry
"Amber calm down some of us knew this and we love you the way you are we would love you if you had more problems or less problems we live every part of you down to every scare you are the perfect person and Josh offence to everyone else you really are the most perfect person I have ever met and Skylar I'm sorry but I have to break up with you Amber is my mate and I will wait for her she or her and Cameron have to break up one day when he finds his mate and I will be there for her I'm sorry sky I love you Amber" and with that shawn walks out of the room crying leaving us all shocked and a shocked Cameron in the door
"Everyone out" Cameron says and we all try to leave but Cameron stops me "not you" he grabs my waist picks me up and puts me on the bed and kisses me roughly

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