Shawn mendes werewolf vampire

Making up

"Look the three of you listen I know why Skylar kisses shawn because it's a new moon shawn is the alpha and so is sky and so am I but since I am half vampire it doesn't affect me that's why they kissed and that's why they didn't care as much that's why they were acting like a couple that's why they didn't run after me alphas are attracted to each other on a new moon it's not like a full moon where all werewolfs are affected only alphas are affected and look Ryan I love you but I'm half werewolf and werewolfs have mates and my mate is shawn and no offence to shawn I wish it was you because. I'm so in love with you but I love him also and I have to be with him or I could die and I know you don't want me to die I love you Ryan please come on tour with us and be my best friend we are so close and I'm so sorry I have to do this to you please forgive me" I say and run away crying because I'm not sure who I love kore I know I have to be with shawn but I am so in love with Ryan and Ryan should have been my mate why couldn't it have been Ryan I mean I love shawn but Ryan is my longest relationship and I love him I hope one day he can forgive me because I love him and I will always love him weather that be as a Boyfriend or as a best friend even though my Matt Cameron and Nash are my best friends I hope Ryan can be another one of my best friends .... Then I run straight clean into .... Shawn who sees me crying and pulls me into a hug
"Amber I'm so sorry I realised what was wrong it's the new moon and I should have told you Skylar and I are so sorry Skylar won't come out of her room Matt and carter and pissed I'm just upset Skylar and I both started crying after you ran off also what did you say to Ryan I knew you talked to him"
"Oh I said Look the three of you listen I know why Skylar kisses shawn because it's a new moon shawn is the alpha and so is sky and so am I but since I am half vampire it doesn't affect me that's why they kissed and that's why they didn't care as much that's why they were acting like a couple that's why they didn't run after me alphas are attracted to each other on a new moon it's not like a full moon where all werewolfs are affected only alphas are affected and look Ryan I love you but I'm half werewolf and werewolfs have mates and my mate is shawn and no offence to shawn I wish it was you because. I'm so in love with you but I love him also and I have to be with him or I could die and I know you don't want me to die I love you Ryan please come on tour with us and be my best friend we are so close and I'm so sorry I have to do this to you please forgive me then I ran off crying and now here I am in your arms" I answer back
"Do you wanna know what I told Skylar and what Skylar told me and what Matt and carter told us " he asked or asks
"Sure" I simply answer
"Well I told sky that I was sorry but I love you and only you and that I love her but like a sister and then I ran off crying and before I told her that she told me she loved me and wanted to be with me while matt and carter were standing there so I had to explain to them that it is or was the new moon and Matt told me he didn't care and that he was pissed and carter understood and so I went to look for you and now here you are and its 11:46 p. M. Can we go to bed" he asks and my eyes go wide by that I'm not sure what he means and I guess he an sense that because he then says "I just want to sleep and gold you in my arms you know cuddle with you maybe close the curtains in the morning when we wake up ignore the boys and Skylar and gave a movie day it a get to know you better day I would love to get to know my beautiful mate slash Girlfriend better" he says learning down and kissing my check
"I would love to do both"
We walk upstairs and I un lock the door he goes next door to get his stuff I get changed he walks in
"Amber do you want the left or right side and by the way I sleep with no shirt hope you don't mind" he asks as he walking into the room and changing from what I presume I have seen pictures of shawn mendes with no shirt before but never in person
"That's fine and umm an I have the left side I have my ocd and I am left handed so everything had to be left so yeah" I answer back and walk out to see a ....