Brenda's POV
2 weeks later
Today is probably going to be one of the hardest days of my life. I already want to cry and the funeral hasn't even begun. I am wearing my black dress that stops right above my shoulders, with my black and gold high heels, gold watch, black and gold Micheal Kores bag.
The five of us drive to the church in silence. I get out of the car and ruffle my hair. Walking up to the church we can see everyone else in black. We walk up to the front of the church sitting there. I feel Lucas sit behind me kissing me on the cheek. Behind up is: Lucas, Monica,Becca and Gio. The preacher walks on stage getting everyones attention.
One thing that catches my eye is the white closed casket sitting in front of the church. The funeral begins.
( I don't really know how to write about at funeral so I'm just going to skip to the part where they go up to the casket. Hope your enjoying.)
My parents, brothers and I were the last ones to go up the the casket, actually as everyone was leaving and getting ready to go to the burial.
My brothers in front of me we slowly walk up to the casket. We stop in front of the casket us standing side by side in front of it. He looks like hes sleeping. His curly hair and caramel skin. I reach my hand down touching his hair once more. Its still soft and curly. The tears start to pour out of my eyes. Dropping down on my knees iI sob as quietly as I can in my hands. Looking at my hands I can see that I'm shaking.
Someone lifts me off the floor as they carry the casket away toward the limo. Looking up I see its Lucas. Grabbing my purse I hold Lucas's hand as we walk out of the church. The bright sun burns my eyes.
Lucas and I part ways, I get in the limo with the rest of my family. Looking out of the window as we drive.
We pull up to the spot where he would be buried. I leave my purse in the limo and get out pulling my dress down a little bit. We walk up to the casket us in the front. Lucas comes up behind me and wraps arm around my waist as I rest my head on his chest still looking at the casket. I wrap my arms around his waist.
They start lowering the casket as the preacher says a prayer. I squeeze Lucas tighter. When its all the way in I try to run to the casket but Lucas pulls me back into this chest. I watch as they slowly lower the casket until its we can't see it anymore.
I turn away walking toward a big tree. I sit down putting my head in my hands.
He's really gone
no hes not
your an idiot did you not just go to his funeral
shut up your suppose to be on my side
why am I arguing with myself in my head?
"Your stupid."
"Excuse me?" I look up at Lucas
"I wasn't talking to you." He looks down at me.
"Then who were you talking to?"
"Myself."
"Do you not remember what I told you about saying stuff like that to yourself?"
"Oops." I smile innocently up at him.
"Your first and last warning." He grabs my hand pulling me up. I wipe my butt off. he turns me around wiping my ass once before I turn around and shake my head.
"no no no no no no I can do this." He chuckles, that was really really sexy. He wraps his arms around my waist kissing my cheek.
"I'll check up on you later." I nod and go back to the limo.
Dinner Time
Staring at my food, that btw looks disgusting. I put a small fork full of macaroni in my mouth. I swallow it, it coming back up, I swallow it.
"Excuse me." I run up the stares to the bathroo, in my room. Everything I ate coming back up. I get on my knees throwing up in the toilet. It stops for a couple seconds before coming up again. Someone pulls my hair back. Looking up I see Brandon. Its starts flowing out like a river again.
I flush the toilet and stand up. "Thanks." he nods and I brush my teeth, going in my room lay on the bed. My mom walks in sitting on my bed.
"Your going to the doctor."
"Why."
"I heard you throwing up, eating disorders are really serious."
"I'm fine, its just... I've been busy and with Bryce-"
"No, no excuses your going to the doctor tomorrow." I sigh as she leaves. I bang my head on the head board of my bed. This couldn't get any worse.
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