I Want You... (EDITING)

|Trouble In Paradise|

**Things get a bit sexual, if that makes you uncomfortable then when you see this ;) thats your cue to scroll down passed it because the sexy time is gonna start.**

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Two months have passed since the day Robert asked me to be his, and I gladly accepted...and ever since I said yes..we've been around eachother non-stop. During school we act like a student and teacher should, and on the weekends or just late after school ours, we go to the lake or just to watch movies at his house..and I've found that-that is something we can do for hours on end without getting tired of eachothers company..everygirl has this perfect relationship planned out in her mind with the perfect guy, and I couldn't be more happy that my first relationship was with someone who basicly fit my dreams...We argue of course but our arguments aren't even serious and they end up being funny..Im starting to feel like I love Robert..but I haven't told him..I don't want to scare him off...or be the first to say it.

I walked into the living room, he was giving me the silent treatment because I shooed him away so that I could finish my Journalism paper in his den..sometimes he's such a child, actually not sometimes, all the time..but I love that. I walked over while smiling at him, "I finisheeeeeeeed." I said while raising my arms and falling on top of him, he grunted and my body was spralwed over his, he kept his head turned to the t.v and I just layed there with my chin on his chest starring at him., he still hasn't looked at me, but I know how to change that."Robert.Robert.Robert.Robert.Robert.Robert.Roberto.Robertson.Roberty.Robbie.Robo.Bob.Rondo.Rob.Robert.Robert.Robert.Ro-" he finally looked over at me with the most annoyed look on his face.."What!" he said, I paused and smiled.."Hi."..he starred at me as if he wanted to strangle me and I just laughed on top of him, I knew he wanted to smile but he made a serious face and looked back to the t.v...I frowned, I raised my hand and started to play with his facial hair..."Would you still kiss me if I had a beard?" he looked at me slowly.."Kiss you? I wouldn't even be With you if you had a beard." I gaped my mouth, "Wooooooooooooow." he wrapped his arms around me and held me on top of him, he started to smile, "But Hey, you don't have a beard..and that's what matters." I glared at him and he kissed my forhead. I layed my head down on his chest and he put his chin on my head, while I ran my fingers through his abs, "Whatever happened to Ivy?" he asked...I stopped moving my hand and looked up at him.."Honestly Im not sure..ever since the night of the party we have barerly talked...she hardly comes to art class now and since she doesn't come I sit somewere else, and she doesn't go to lunch as often either..." "Oh." he said while raising an eyebrow, "That's weird..did you guys get in a fight?" ..I shook my head, "No..It's actually weird now that I think about it...hm, Im gonna text her later." he nodded his head, he shifted uncomfortablly, "What about Josh?" he asked in a serious voice and I shrugged, "Beats me, after I said no to him and he walked off I didn't see him the rest of the night..you've seen that when he comes to class he doesn't sit next to me anymore, and at lunch I sit next to Ryan.." he nodded his head and I could hear him release a deep breath from his body, I knew that he got really upset when it came to Josh, its like he didn't want him coming back into my life...all because I liked him at some point. I didn't mind though...I would feel the same way, he turned back to look at the tv, "Robert look at me.." he looked at me antentivly.."I'd never leave you for Josh..so if you have that floating around in that brain of your's then forget it cus It will never happen."..[ ;) !!!!]

He smiled, a smile that showed I told him exactly what he needed to hear, he lifted my head and kissed me passiontly..the passion turned in to lust, after a while he became more aggressive, not in a violent way, but he started doing things he never did before and he seemed more excited, he sat up with me on him and started to move his hands slowly up my shirt and onto my sides, I never really did this before so I decided to follow his lead, I started to pull his shirt up, and he quickly took it off with one hand, I was about to touch his chest when he stopped me and shook his head while smirking..and then I realized what he was hinting at..I hesitated a bit, but then I remembered the day he told me "I should be proud"..so I went along and pulled it off, he looked at my body and I looked at his, and in an instant we slammed Into eachother and just went with the flow, he ran his hand over my breast, I gasped and looked at him...he starred at me and I just decided to go for it. I pushed him back on his back and brought my hands down to his belt to unbuckle them, never breaking eye contact, he gulped and before I had his pants unbuttoned he quickly got up and threw me over his shoulder, he quickly walked to the stairs, and almost had a hop in his step, when we got to the room, he spun in a circle, and I squeeled, he laughed and layed me down on the bed while slowly crawling ontop of me, we looked at eachother for a second with slight smiles on our face, and then we went back to kissing. He was breathing heavily, "Amanda." he said in between kissing down my stomach, "Yea?" I asked as normally as I could.."We don't have to if you don't want to..." I frowned a bit.."You don't want me?"..if we weren't having a somewhat serious moment, I would have laughed at the face he made.."I think its obvious that I do.." he said while looking down at the bulge in his jeans, "but I can wait..." I thought for a second...I sat up with my back against his head board and smiled, "Im ready, I want it to be with you." he put his hand on my cheek, "I don't want to tell you this afterwards...cus I don't want you to think Im only saying it because of we had sex..." he paused.."I love you, I'm going to tell you that plenty of times..but I want you to know it right now.." he said it with such confidence.. I smiled and put my hand over his hand on my cheek, "I love you Robert." he smiled a million dollar smile and started to kiss me slowly on my neck, I put my hand on the side of his face and quietly moaned at each kiss, I turned my head to the side as he went deeper into my neck, I was looking at the nightstand, I spotted a large yellow envelope with a stack of papers neatly stapled on it, as I was about to look back to Robert, my eyes went down to the top of the paper and a pair of bold black letters stuck out at me,

"Dissolution of Marriage (Without Children) Finalization." Under that was Roberts name printed and the name Liliann Augustus.

Robert was still kissing down my neck, I put my hand on his shoulder pushing him back, "What's that?" I asked while still looking at the papers..he lifted his head and saw what I was looking at and then went back to kissing my neck, "My Final Divorce papers." he said non-chalantly...I looked at him and shoved him back, "What did you say?" he sat there looking at my

e dumbfounded, "Um my final divorce papers?"...I just looked at him...I was on the verg of shaking at how furious I was, I got out of the bed and quickly went down the stairs to get my shirt and shoes, I needed to get out of here..he ran down the stairs after me, "What are you doing? Where are you going..what happened?" He asked quickly trying to get in my way, I ignored him..I grabbed my keys and walked to the front door, he ran to the door and spread out his arms.."Why won't you answer me? Amanda! what's going on?"..I couldn't take him anymore..him playing stupid, never in my life have I been this mad, I reached for the door handle but he grabbed my wrist, "If you don't want to have se-" I lost my patience I threw back my hand and slapped him as hard as I could, he stopped talking and held his cheek while looking at me in shock, I pushed him out of my way and I walked out the door. I quickly walked to my car parked in the driveway, with him running behind me..I got to my car, "Amanda!" he yelled while spinnig me around to face him, his cheek was red and he was still shirtless in his jeans, "What's going on?" he demanded..I laughed..I laughed the most hateful laugh I could.."Are you fucking stupid?" he looked at me with shock.."How could you not tell me you were once married...and at that not even done getting divorced!" I shook my head.."and to think I was about to give myself to you....to think....I said I love you..." I could feel the tears in my eyes on the brink of falling.."almost 3 months...you've had all the time in the world to say something..and you never even mentioned it...you're a bastard." I practically spat the last word at him, I got in my car, and and backed out of the driveway as fast as I could, I needed to get as far as possible from him...I can't believe he would hide that from me...I knew it was to good to be true.

I drove for hours, I now had dry tears and mascera stains on my cheeks but I didn't care...I haven't cried this much since Sam...and it was killing me..How could he not mention anything? Why wouldn't he tell me...I thought we knew everything about eachother. I decided I was going to drive to the beach, I needed to go somewhere I know he could never find me at..somewhere peaceful. I then got a call..I expected it to be Robert calling for the 36th time but it wasn't...it was Ivy. I quickly answered, "Hello?..hey....i haven't talked to you in so long what happened? You're like hardly at school...oh..um well Im driving to the beach, I needed to get away for a couple hours..drive over and you can tell me there..alright I'll see you there, bye." I hung up...Ivy's voice sounded different..the carelessness was gone its like she wasn't Ivy anymore...what does she need to tell me that she can't say at home? I feel bad almost..for getting so absorbed with a secretive asshole and ignoring someone who treated me like a sister at one point. All I know is I'm going to forget Robert..and whatever Ivy's going through, I'm going to help her with.

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