I Want You... (EDITING)

|You'll Wish It Was A Nightmare|

It's been two months since Robert's birthday. We haven't had one fight since, although he was upset when he found out that Josh and I are friends again, but I reassured him that Josh has changed for the best. In about two more months Ivy will be having her little girl...everyone is pretty excited, Ivy and Josh have also started dating..which I am happy about because their daughter deserves a stable family.

High School Graduation is in 2 weeks...the anticipation is killing me. I just want to graduate and get it over with and not have to hide my relationship with Robert anymore. Suprisingly, I have raised my low grades back to A's and have gotten my GPA back to a 4.0 just like my previous report cards and..to make the long story short, I have been voted Valedictorian of my graduating class. It's kind of nerve recking seeing that I have to give this big speech, but as Robert wisely said, "Go with the flow." and basically that's all I needed to hear, because that's the easiest shortest advice I have ever recieved.

I just got off the treadmill when I got a call, lately I have been packing on some weight..and there is no way in hell I'm letting my hard summer work go to waste, so I have been hitting the gym alot lately. I answered the phone, "Hey....yea I just got off the treadmill, well let me shower and then come pick me up, ok babe? bye." I couldn't help but smile, Robert was rushing me so that we could go and buy Ivy's babyshower gifts today, he get's so excited when it comes to baby's, I think it's adorable.

I went home and took a quick shower, and changed into some short-shorts and a tanktop. Robert was already waiting outside for me, as I walked down the stairs I could hear my mom jn the kitchen yelling at Charlie, "You are gonna be 25, when are you gonna get off your ass and do something already?" "Well I went to college didn't I?!" he retorted...my mom fumed, "Well obviously that didn't do shit..so you need to go back!" I couldn't help but laugh..it's true my brother is being a loser, he does nothing..yet he still finds time to judge my relationship and Robert, but I don't care. I walked out to the car, as soon as I stepped infront of the headlights Robert honked his horn and scared the shit out of me, "You douchebag!" I yelled.. I could hear him laughing at me from inside of his car..asshole. I got in and he leaned over to give me a kiss but I rejected him, "Nope that was mean." he pouted and gave me a kiss on the cheek anyway. "So," he started while driving, "Baby's R' Us?" he asked while glancing at me, "Yea." I said while smiling. When we got to the parking lot he got out and opened the door for me as usual, "such a gentleman." I said while stepping out, he did a quick bow and I rolled my eyes. He took my hand in his, "So are you just gonna get her clothes or what?"..I thought about it, "We should get her some toys to.." he nodded his head, once we got to the infant's clothing section Roberts face lit up, "Oh my goddd, look at how tiny these little sockies are!!" he said while dangling them infront of him, I rolled my eyes, "Oh god.".."Let's get them, please?!" he asked...I looked at him, "What for? we don't have a baby?" I said sarcasticly...he looked at the socks and then back at me, "But......" "Come onn." I said while grabbing his hand and pulling him to the girl section. I was looking at a cute little shirt that said 'Daddy's little girl' when Robert came over with a tiny pink tutu, I couldn't stop laughing..he had the most serious face, I looked at his hand, "Uh, whatcha got there?" I asked while holding back a smile, "Oh, a tutu..I'm getting it." he said in the simplest voice, I nodded my head and turned around, "That's cute..so we should get this shirt." I said while grabbing it he read it and smiled.."That one's cute..to the toys!" he said while turning around and going to the toys section...he's such a child. We ended up picking out this thing that clips onto the side of the crib and story's can be read to the baby by a machine on there, and toys can be put on it. "So do you think she will like it?" I asked while Robert was driving..."Well I know she will like my tutu that's forsure." I started laughing, "Whatever."

He dropped me off at home even though he didn't want to, but I had already been spending to many nights at his house. When I got home, nobody was there... a note was left on the table, <"We went out to the movies, Charlie is at a friends, be back soon.">...'Ugh great..I could have just slept at Rob's.' I walked up to my room and wrapped the gifts that we got for Ivy and Josh, I was actually excited for the baby shower, then I realized something out of no where...how could I be so stupid, I called Robert. "Babe...I just realized that Josh doesn't even know about us or anything.. only Ivy does, how are you gonna explain being there tomorrow?" there was a deep sigh, "Shit, I forgot that too...well, hm I can drop you off and pick you up if that's alright?"..I felt a bit sad, "Aw I wish you could come..""So do I but it's alright, just two more weeks of this, for now just hangout with Ivy and all that tomorrow, when you're ready I'll come and get you okay?"...I smiled, he did have a point just two more weeks.."Alright, goodnight." "Hey!!"...I almost dropped the phone at how loud he yelled, "What?".."I love you." I laughed, "Ok-ok I love you too." I hung up and drifted to sleep thinking of how things will be once Robert and I don't have to be kept a secret anymore.