WHY DON'T YOU ASK?

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"WHY DON'T YOU ASK?"

Do you have any idea how hard it is to be with you? 

You drive me crazy. 

You fill my head with cluttered thoughts yet I can't decipher them. 

You won't let me....


I can't hug you. 

I can't kiss you. 

I can't even love you. 


I CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL, and it is driving me insane. This feeling of anger is raising up and I am afraid. This feeling, I know it too well. I have felt this same beast rise up inside me and... it terrifies me. 

I can't take this anymore. 

This silence.

This never-ending abyss that we are in. 


Don't you feel it? 

Can't you feel it?

No no nooo.... is it just me?


"WHY DON'T YOU ASK?"

Dear Love, 

If it is me that feels this circling of silence and brokenness then why don't you care about me enough to see my pain? I ask myself this over and over... "WHY DON'T YOU ASK?" 

Why don't you ask me how I am doing?

Why don't you ask how my day went or if I have any plans or...?


I think I know why....

I am terrified to say why...

Please don't make me say why...

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