I woke up, but I didn't open my eyes yet, I've just decided, that I will lie here, for a little bit, maybe fall back to sleep, I must say, I am really tired, even thought I just woke up... Suddenly, I get this feeling, like someone is watching me, breathing in my face, my heart starts to beat a lot faster and I could feel my blood rushing through the veins... I should definitely open my eyes, to see, if it's just my head playing tricks with me, but I'm scared... What if I see... I don't know a ghost? Okay, calm down, I'm sure it's nothing, just open the eyes... here it goes... one... I count in my head... two... since when I'm such a pussy?... okay... three... I open my eyes, slightly jump on a bed and what I see, totally shock me... I didn't expect that at all.
Now I'm sitting on the bed and on top of me is Luke, staring at me, inches away from my face, he can almost give me a kiss..., on my left Calum is doing the same and on my right Michael... oh my mates.. No figures, I had that feeling, they probably watched me sleep, they are starting to creep the heck outta me.
"What the fuck guys??" I ask loudly, make Luke to jerk back from my face just a little bit.
"Good morning to you too, mate." Calum says happily.
"Are you gusy now watching me sleep?" I wanted an answer, what are they doing.
"Yeah... fuck, no, just waited for you to wake up. We are surprised, that you didn't hear us, or felt Luke climbing on top of you." Michael explains, thank you, at least one of them, still know how to answer a question. I look at Luke and see that he sure did, has to climb on top of me, he is literally sitting on me, straddle my body.
"You guys are weird, why did you wait for me to wake up?" I'm still not sure what to think about them sometimes, but if I only imagine life without them... I would be miserable, they are the only ones, who manage to make me smile, I mean before Kendall did that too, with a lot less effort, she was just a girl who made me smile, even when I heard her name, I would smile... but now... at least, I have my three awesome dudes, I hope they won't letf me, like Kendall did. If that happens, I really don't know what will I do.
"To reunited you with your old best friends... that's right, I just say friendsssss." Luke really trying to get my atention to his "s", and let me tell you, our Lucas is so nice he even donate me his spit, not on purpose of course, just when he did his "sssssssss".
"What? Who?" I'm confused, I have no idea what are they talking about, I don't have any friends, that I could remember of, that would like to be reunited with me...
"Ashton, it's a sad, sad day, that you don't know your best friends, we all thought you will spend the rest of your life with them... shame on you!" Calum says dramatically and wave his hands in front of my face.
"Oh for a love of balls on fire... Can you just tell me?" It's morning, and they are torturing me already...
"Do you think he had enough?" Michael looks, first at Luke and then over to Calum, they both nod.
"Okay, my dear Ashton... Here you go... Your long lost friends... leftie and rightie!!!" Michael screams and puts my drumsticks in front of my face, Calum and Luke both clap and cheer... Oh now it makes sense... Of course, my best friends... Drums. Once, before I even met Kendall, we were joking around, that if I won't find the right girl, I will marry my drums...oh gosh it's been almost a month since I've play the last... I don't even know if I still know how to play it, if you look at the fact, that before, I was playing every day for at least an hour... Kendall always loved to watch me how I play. She said, that drumming makes me look so peacfull, even though I have no idea, how she thought I look peacefull playing the drumms, because I think, I have the most awful drumming faces in a history of a drumming faces... oh well..., and she would say that I'm so happy when I play... well maybe it's time to go back and play again, maybe I will be happy again.
"Soo... what do you say, practise tonight?" Luke smiles, Michael still holding my sticks up, I look at all the lads then back to drumsticks, I slowly raise my hand to hold them. It feels amazing, holding something you really love in your hands again... I know it's sounds kinda creepy, but you know, when I first got my drum set, I still remember that feeling, it overflows me everytime, I start to play. The drums for me, really ment and still do mean a lot, I still remember as a kid I was playing the drums from the morning till the night. It's just the feeling, that I get and the sound... I can't even explain... and if I can't have Kendall, at least I can play right?
"Yeah!" I say pumped up and they all jump on me, I'm feeling a little better, but on the other hand, scared. What if I forgot how to play, or what if I can't play anymore, because it reminds me of her?
"Okay, Ash, see you at Cals at 5?" Luke says and I nod. We ate a breakfast and the boys went home, we will see each other in a few hours, so there is no need for them to stay here. Now that I'm alone again, I have the time, to read Kendalls diary on. I search for the page, on which I stopped reading last night and sink into her little world again.
**... what if he doesn't want me anymore? what did i even do to him... Josh what did i do to you? i don't understand, the person who can make you feel, like you are the most beautiful person ever, can also makes you feel miserable and take away your will for the life... it's all seem so pointless...**
She felt pointless because of this douchebag?? Like Kendall, why? Why would you feel that over some idiot guy, who was just messing with you?? You don't deserve this.
**but, wait... i just received a text, is it from Josh? i hope so. lets see... wish me luck. OMG!!! YES!! it's indeed from Josh! he texted me, oh my sweet kitties, i'm so happy...**
Oh that reminds me, of her "swearing words", so unique and cute, even though they were "swearing words", she would think of the most cutest thing and use it to make it a curse... she sounded so cute and innocent at the same time...
**... oh and i know you are wondering, what he texted me, so let me copy it to you...haha, copy it... haha, sorry i'm just so happy right now. soooo... he said: Hey babe, i'm sorry i've been busy, so listen, would you prepare something, like a little party for ure b.day? i won't let my baby celebrate her special day alone, and i will bring some frends, pleaseeeeeee! xx ...
okay, i know i said that i don't want to spend my birthday with his friends, but right now, i don't care, i'm just so happy to spend my birthday with him, no matter who is around us... i don't care. so party?? party? party?? i've never host a party before, what should i buy??? ahhh i'm freaking out... so i guess, some food? balloons?? and drinks???oh, what drinks, like an alcohol or??? i'm so bad at this.. i wish you could really help me... i have to run to my mum and tell her, that i'm throwing a party, she will be so happy, i guess? if she is even home? i don't know if my mum is home, what kind of a daughter am i? so anyways, i have a lot to do, talk to you when i can, wish me luck... uhh i will have the best birthday ever... oh and, lol, silly me, i almost forgot to text Josh back, i'm gonna do that now, K, bye xxxx.**
She was so happy, I hope everything turns out okay at that party... She never really talked about that, I wonder what happened... As I'm about to read the next page, I realize, I have to get ready for the band practise... I still can't believe I'm doing this? I wonder, will Kendall support me to go back to my drumming? What am I even thinking of course she would... I decide to get ready and if I will have any time left, I will read on, before I'm off to Calums.
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Towers | (Ashton Irwin) / #wattys2016
FanfictionAshton is a normal teenager from Australia, he is waiting for the opportunity to break through with his band called 5 seconds of summer. Not long ago he was heartbroken, his girlfriend left him, she just went away, she left behind all her stuff, not...
