Towers | (Ashton Irwin) / #wattys2016

Chapter 20

** To be honest, I don't even know why I wanted him to text me so badly, I just want to talk to him or any of them, but mostly towards Ashton. I don't know there is just something about him, that is like invisible string pulling me to him. I just feel that he is such a happy person and I need some of that happiness in my life. Not that I'm not happy now. I mean my dreams are coming true at the end of the day, but I don't know what is it. He is cute and he looks so cuddly and... fine I might have a crush on him after seeing him one time.. Kendall stop it, this is not normal or is it?**

She has a crush on me awww... what am I thinking of course she has a crush on me, because if she haven't had it, we weren't even dating or? What? Oh I will not think about nothing while reading, I will just read, all this thinking is giving me a headache.

** So basically while singing Skyscraper I was thinking if I should write first and what should I write or who and you know how are we... girls just overthink everything, but who can blame us. So, then, I decided that I'm gonna write him first, I was like, what the hell do I have to lose, I can only gain right. When I finished singing, I went straight to my phone and that was the time when I saw that I had 16 text messages, and I was shocked. I unlocked my phone and then I saw that I received 3 texts from Luke, also 3 from Calum, 6 text messages from Michael and 4 from Ashton and I was like yeah he texted me haha, no, but I was happy. I decided that I will read Ashton's texts at last so I started with Calum and here is what he wrote to me:

Calum: hello, how are you today? :D

Calum: can i ask you a question, and can you be totally honest with your answer? :O

Calum: i'm gonna asked you a question eather way, so here it goes: are you really Kendall Harris? :O

I was thinking, what the heck of course I'm Kendall Harris, I was just confused, so I decided and read Luke's texts next.

Luke: Hii!! i don't even know what to s

Luke: sorry i just send this text to fast, i was going to write say, so i don't even know what to say haha upsii :P

Luke: ugh i forgot to text you my point haha so here it goes, what is your name, i mean your real name? :D

Then it hit me, but nooo, it can't be, will they freak out like this if they found out what I think they found out, I wasn't sure so I keep on reading and Michael was next,

Mickey: Hello there? how are you?:D

Mickey: i hope you are fine, because i'm fine.

Mickey: or i'm not that fine :(( .. do you want to know why?

Mickey: i'll tell you why..

Mickey: sorry i'm just texting really fast and i dont have the time to think even what am i texting, so sorry if i make no sense :D

Mickey: why didn't you told me that you are Kendall Harris? i just made the complete fool out of myself if i knew that was you i would acted more... nice? :((

Oh then it clicked me they found out about me.. and this was all new to me, I wasn't used to people acting this way. They were freaking out just because I'm Kendall. What is happening... see I'm telling you it's crazy. But then I became nervous... what did Ashton texted? What if he is angry or what if he doesn't want to talk to me, I was thinking every possible thing that could go wrong and then I decided that is time to find out what he said so I opened his texts.

Ashton: Hii, how are you? good? i hope you are good.

Ashton: what i meant to say is... are you really Kendall from the x factor? :O

Ashton: and don't play with me, tell me when is your birthday and your favorite color if you are really kendall you'll know the anwser. and i know the answer too, because i found it on google, so be honest.

Ashton: oh i'm scared, what if is really you, what should i say to you? Hi i will just say hi and please say hi back if you want to hihi maybe.

Aww he was so sweet, he was all nervous.**

Yeah, let's not talk about my disestar-ish texts but, I was really nervous, like eating all my fingernails nervous...

** But what I noticed that they all have an unique way of texting and how they all wanted to be polite and Luke was just hilarious when he send that text to fast and Ashton and they all were just funny, I'm even laughing now just thinking about it. I still think they were overreacting a little bit, at the end I'm not thaaaat famous. But I guess they don't care... so if you wonder, I texted them all back saying it's me.. and stuff. I even send Aston the answer and told him my birth date and my favorite color and he freaked out when he find out I was "real". But look at his logic, that could be anyone, because if he find out the answers on the internet, so could every other human being in the world, so they all could know the right answer. oh Ashton... back to the point, so after they stopped freaking out we dictated that we should properly meet, so we agreed to the lunch tomorrow and I'm freaking out, what should I wear, because I wanna look nice, but not to nice, like I've put some effort to my outfit but not too much, you know. How should I style my hair, just in a ponytail or straight or wavy or curls and and let's not forget about my make up. What if they won't like me... what if Ashton won't like me? I'm freaking out, how should I even get some sleep tonight, I can't but I have to because I don't want to have bags under my eyes... oh my, oh my, I think I will call Mia, if she wants to spend the night, that way I will forget about my problems for tommorow a bit. Yeah I will do that. And now I will say goodbye, because this was a really long chapter and I hope you enjoyed it... I will keep you updated and wish me luck for tomorrow. K, bye XXX**

Why was she panicking? She is beautiful no matter what she wears or how she does her hair or make up or if she acts like complete fool. I mean she is perfect, I just want her to know that. I hope she knows that... Kendall, where are you, why did you leave, I miss you...