I'll Be Your Light In The Darkness [brustoff]

Chapter Fithteen

*Alright guys this is the chapter you have all been waiting for the smut chapter so if you are sensitive to this kind of stuff or feel uncomfortable reading this kind of stuff please don't read this chapter you have been warned!*

Ben POV
"Are you sure?" I asked I wanted to make sure that he was actually ready and this wasn't because of the dream. Because I would never dream of cheating on him especially with Danny.

He nodded his head looking up at me. His brown eyes looked so beautiful as they sparkled in the dark room. I slowly leaned down kissing him again. He raked his fingers through my hair as I pulled him close to me.

I ran my hand up his shirt as I felt his warm skin underneath causing a moan to escape his mouth. Grabbing the bottom of his shirt I pulled it off his body along with mine and pulled him close to me again.

Kissing his lips again I began to leave a trail of kisses from his mouth, across his cheek to his neck. He tilted his head back allowing me more access to his neck. As I bit a sensitive area on his neck I looked from the corner of my eyes his lip quivered as he let out a moan.

"First time with a guy?" I asked him
"N-no....but I was in pain the whole time" he muttered. I moved so I was hovering over him as I looked into his eyes again.

"I'm going to make sure I don't hurt you ok?" I said and slowly he nodded his head. I placed my hands on his sides slowly bringing them down to his pants and swiftly pulled them off and pulled mine off along too.

Leaning forward I began kissing him again. I slipped my tongue across the bottom of his lip asking for access which he denied. Reaching my hand down I palmed him casing him to let out a moan which allowed me access.

Denis wrapped his arms around my neck pulling me closer as my tongue began to explore his mouth. I broke from the kiss leaning off the bed slightly to take the bottle of lube out of my bag. I kept it in my bag just in case and I didn't want to hurt him.

Slowly I pulled his boxers down and I could see the blush on his face. I raised an eyebrow and he grabbed a pillow covering his face.

"What you covering your face for? only I can see you naked" I said.
"Exactly" responded his muffled voice
"If it helps you're really fucking hot the only thing that will make it complete is if you remove the pillow from your face" I said pulling the pillow off him and leaning in to kiss him again.

He let out a whimper as I entered a finger in him. I leaned forward kissing him trying to distract him from the pain. "You ok?" I asked realising my own voice sounded shakey. Slowly he nodded his head. I began kissing his neck again as I entered another finger into him.

I heard shaky gasps escape his mouth as I began moving them. "Do you want me to add another or are you ok?" I asked.

"B-Ben I need you" He moaned gripping onto my shoulders. Quickly taking of my boxers I pulled myself closer to Denis hooking his legs over my hips as I lined myself up to his entrance.

Slowly I watched Denis' face in discomfort as I began pushing myself into him. He let out small whimpers as I pushed myself all the way into him. I paused as I let Denis adjust as I knew what it was like since I went through the same thing with Danny.

"B-Ben? M-move please" he groaned and slowly I began gently moving. I pulled Denis close to me as I began picking up the pace a little. "Ben....harder" moaned Denis.

I leaned my head in the crook of Denis' neck so I could hear his soft moans and whimpers. It was the hottest sound I had ever heard in my life. Thrusting harder Denis let out a loud moan clutching onto my shoulders nails digging into my back as I hit is prostate.

As we continued I could feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge. "Ben...I'm close" he whimpered gripping onto me tighter. I thruster harder and began pumping his length as his breathing became shallow and his moans became louder as he finally climaxed. As I came a couple of seconds later I pulled myself close to him again pulling us under the sheets. I heard a whimper escape from his mouth as I pulled out. Wrapped my arms around him I placed my head on his chest listening to his rapid heartbeat slowly calm down.

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"You ok?" I asked as I cuddled myself closer to him in bed. "I'm fine". He muttered turning to face me.

He grabbed my arm tracing the small white lines over my wrists "hey their nearly healed" he muttered.
"You shouldn't be ashamed of your scars they make you a stronger person they prove that you've survived" said Denis before gently pressing his lips against my wrist. I made me feel warm and loved inside.

"You don't think the others heard do you?" Asked Denis.
"Nah if they did they would have thumped on the wall" I said.
"And James he would be banging on this door begging for a threesome and you would probably say 'no dude this is between me and Ben'" I continued imitating Denis' accent causing him to chuckle.

"Fuck you" he chuckled
"I'm sorry but I think it's the other way round" I responded kissing the top of his head.

"I love you Ben" he said looking up at me.
"I love you too" I replied softly before pressing my lips against his.

Author note
So there you go the smut, it sucked but oh well we need Brustoff smut in our lives.