I'll Be Your Light In The Darkness [brustoff]

Chapter Thirty Two

Smut in this chapter ;)

Denis POV

Lucky escape the soup did not burn and tasted pretty good but with no help from Ben the lazy asshole.

It was nice the place was quiet and calming for a change. Ben sat down on the couch wrapping his arms around me. "This is nice" I muttered giving him a soft smile as I relaxed into Ben's arms.

"Thank you....for being there for me" he muttered.
"Of course I'll be there why wouldn't I be?" I asked.
"Because you deserve better than me" he responded.
"I mean look at me...." He muttered trying to hide his last sentence.

It frustrates me sometimes that Ben doesn't see what I see. Ben is a fucking beautiful, funny and caring person and it hurts that he doesn't see that.

I brought Ben's hands to the front of me turning them around so I could see his wrists. I could sense that he was confused at what I was doing and I felt his body tense, but soon he started to relax as my thumb stroked across the disappearing white faded lines on his writs.

I brought his wrist up to my face before gently pressing my lips against his scars.
"You're brave, that why I love you" I muttered to him before kissing his scars again.

"Back in a second" said Ben kissing my shoulder before walking off the couch to head to the bedroom.
He was in there for about 10 minutes I sat there waiting for him to come back which made me begin to grow worried. What if he has done something stupid?

I got off the couch going up the stairs into the bedroom of the cabin. "Ben?!" I called out.
"Yeah?"
"You ok?" I called out.
Ben opened the door before pulling me into the bedroom. The room was dark but candles where scattered around and the bed had multiple blankets on top it was quite cozy.

Ben stood behind me wrapping his arms around my waist before kissing my shoulder. "What do you think?" He asked.
"Perfect" I breathed as he trailed kisses up my neck.
I turned around so I could face him before I leaned forward locking my lips with his. Ben kissed back before I felt his hands reach down and firmly grab my ass.

I giggled as Ben lifted me up into his arms before he threw me onto the bed surrounded by the soft blankets.
He threw his shirt off before he joined me on the bed leaning on his hands above me as he looked down at me.

I bit my lip before removing my own shirt "you look so cute when you pull that innocent look on your face" he chuckled before he captured my lips with his. "So innocent Denis" he whispered in my ear.

I took him by surprise as I turned us around so I was above him. My hands traveled down his body slightly teasing him until I got to the button on his jeans. Slowly I unfastened the button before pulling down the zip and removing his jeans leaving him only in his underwear.

Slowly grabbing onto the top of his boxers I agonisingly slowly pulled them down leaving him completely exposed to me.

I looked up at Ben for the first time he seemed a little nervous. Slowly I reached forward grabbing his erection causing him to gasp slightly. I leaned forward kissing his thighs as I trailed my kisses closer to him. I could feel his body tremble as I got closer to where he needed to be touched the most.

Slowly I leaned forward, sticking my tongue out licked all the way up his shaft. "Fuck Denis" breathed Ben, fingers reaching forward into my hair as I licked another stripe up him again, swirling my tongue a round the head and across his slit. "F-f-fuck" he moaned louder which caused a wash of pleasure to travel down my body at the sound of him pleasured by me.

I rubbed my tongue across the head causing Ben to moan louder and grip onto my hair tighter. "D-Denis s-s-stop" he called out.
I stopped lifting my head up to look up at him "is there a problem?" I asked.
"No no no far from a problem! I just don't wanna finish before we've even begun" he smirked sitting up before pushing me back down on the bed., undoing the button on my jeans and swiftly pulling off my jeans and boxers leaving us both completely naked.

Ben pulled me into his lap so he was looking up at me. I gulped nervously as I could see the lust in his eyes.

He leaned up kissing my lips, placing his hand on my cheek before trailing his kisses down my neck. Gently he bit down on a sensitive area on my neck causing my breath to hitch.

He pulled away before reaching over to grab a bottle of lube, he quickly put some on his fingers before returning his attention to me.
"Why are you blushing Den Den? We've done this many times before" he smirked. That's the thing I've had sex with Ben about four times and I still blush and get nervous around him.

I gasped, gripping onto his shoulders as he entered a finger into me. "Ssssshhhh" he hushed as he entered another finger and began to gently pump them inside me.
"F-fuck!" I moaned out.

Slowly he pulled them back out and I whimpered at the loss of touch. He grabbed the bottle of lube placing some on his length and began pumping himself a couple of times before he lay me back down on the bed.

I placed my arms over his neck and shoulders, wrapping my legs around his waist as he slowly entered me. It felt so good the feeling of him thrusting hard inside me. I threw my head back moaning out loud as he continued thrusting in a rhythm and grabbed onto my length stroking it in time with his thrusts.

"You feel so good Denis" he whispered in my ear causing a shiver to go down my spine.

"Fuck Ben I'm close" I moaned out loud as he picked up his pace biting and sucking on the sweet spot on my neck.

Pulling away he gasped for air and began to moan out loud which sounded so hot. He began to stroke faster as my body began to tremble "cum for me baby" he whispered as I released into his hand. He continued to thrust into me as I rode out my orgasm as he released inside me.

We collapsed on top of each other panting for breath as Ben pulled out of me. Ben lay on me placing his face in the crook of my neck. I kept still as I felt my body gradually calm down but I now felt exhausted.

Ben reached over pulling one of the blankets over us. Ben reached around pulling me into his arms before kissing the top of my head. I lay my head on his chest listening to his calming heartbeat as I began to drift off. It tells me that Ben is alive next to me and that somebody actually loves me and doesn't see me as a nusence or annoying. I could feel his smile as he softly drew circles in my back.

"I love you Denis" he whispered kissing the top of my head.
"I love you too"