I'll Be Your Light In The Darkness [brustoff]

Chapter Thirty

Denis POV

I didn't really sleep much that night, the thought of the dream kept appearing in my mind. It feels like I can't be happy because when I'm happy something bad always happens. I kind of worry I mean Dusty did come to find me during warped tour what if he does it again? What if the dream is a sigh?

I just worry because I knew Ben isn't always going to be around to protect me, like I wasn't there to protect him when Danny kidnapped him. I kind of blame myself for Ben's kidnapping I should have been there even if I was drunk.

I breathed in heavily as I tugged on the sleeves of my shirt as I sat on the end of my bed. I know it's silly to think about horrible things like that but that dream really scared me it felt too real. I feel like all of my fears are rising to the surface...eating away at my mind and every little bit of happiness I have.

I jumped as I felt arms wrap around me "hey Den Den" groaned Ben in a sleepy voice as he kissed my shoulder.
I closed my eyes "you ok? that dream last night really shook you" he asked.
I nodded my head "y-yeah I'm fine" I lied.

"No you're not" he whispered pulling me back onto the bed.
I kept my eyes closed pressing myself into Ben's chest as he gently drew little circles in my back. He was right I'm not ok I'm far from ok.

"He's never going to leave me alone is he?" I asked breaking the silence
"He will never come near you not while all of us are here to protect you" I smiled at the reassurance.
"Thank you" I whispered
"It's alright" he responded kissing the top of my head.

"I have an idea if you're up for it" said Ben with a smirk on his face.
"What?" I asked looking up at him smiling back.
"Well my mum has this little cabin by a lake really calm and beautiful setting me and Bex used to go up there during the summer.....how about me and you go up for the weekend before we get married the week after?" Suggested Ben.

"Sounds perfect" I responded leaning up to kiss his lips.
"You might wanna get packing then before we leave tomorrow" said Ben in a sing song voice which made me giggle Ben can be cute when he wants to, but this sounded perfect just me and him for the weekend.

Sorry this chapter is short expect a lot of fluff in the next chapters and possibly smut ;)