It's the end... (kidnapping story)

Chapter 78

Frank's POV:
The things I've done... The people I've hurt.
Death will come for me, it has before... Maybe I deserved it.
Or... What if I am dead!? This could be a fake world I've imagined.
I start to smile and think of the possibilities.
Yes! None of this is real.
I could be a totally different person right now.
I try to convince myself but it's not working.
It never works! Shut up Frank! You aren't dead... You will be soon, you'll rott in prison.
I smash my head against the wall repeatedly until I feel something warm falling onto my forehead.
The blood is somewhat comforting.
I continue torturing myself until I hear a familiar voice.
"Frank, come with me" she offers her hand.
I smile and reach for it.
"Tony?" I smile again as I interlock my fingers with hers.
"Yes Frank" she replies with teary eyes.
"I've put you through so much shit" I recall.
Tony rubs my shoulders and kisses my lips with a small peck.
"As have I" she smiles.
I touch her tangled hair and see her bloody stomach and pale face.
I can't help my reaction. I jump back, in shock.
Why did I just notice that, what happened to her?
We hold hands and walk out of the alley.
When I turn my head I see Gerard and Alice running towards me, screaming at me.
I continue holding Tony's hand and walking with her, I notice the cars on the road.
"Wait Tony, you and me?" I ask.
She corrects me with a smile and chuckles warmly.
"You and I".
I hear the engine of a speedy car.
I brace myself and squeeze her hand.
Waiting...

Alice's POV:
I run with Gerard.
"Frank!" He screams.
Frank is talking to himself and reaching out his left hand... For an unclear reason.
He seems to be happy and then I hear a car.
I close my eyes tightly and squeeze my knuckles. I open my eyes to see Gerard darting towards the road.
I hear the screaming tires and squeeze my eyes shut again.
I hear a loud bump and crash.
There's a long silence until I hear screaming and car doors opening, then slamming shut almost simultaneously.
The blackness around me blocks out the scene.
I want to open my eyes but I'm too scared of what I'll see.
I can't open them.
I hear a loud high pitched yell.
"Gerard!" I hear it yell.
I feel tears and turn away.
I refuse to look.
I hear yelling.
"Someone call an ambulance!" A random passenger yells.
Angry yelling yet painful crying can be heard.
"You fucking idiot! That was supposed to be me!" The voice screams... Frank...
I break down, dropping to my knees, in hysterical sobs.
No! Don't you dare say that Frank! It can't be true.
I try to stand up but my knees are weak and I can't turn around.
Something in my head is warning me not to turn around.
"Gerard!" Frank whines "Don't do this to me!" He screams through a waterfall of tears.
I feel my heart stop.
My eyes widen and the tears pour.
"Gerard!?" I scream.
There's a large crowd around the scene.
I push through the mounds of devestated people.
When I finally get through the circle of unfamiliar faces I scream.
I cover my mouth and start hyproventillating.
Frank is kneeling beside Gerard.
Gerard's head is covered with blood, there's a pool of blood around his head and his eyes are shut. Not opening his eyes, not moving any muscles.
I scream and slam my fist onto the ground.
I glare at Frank.
"He did it because of YOU!" I cry.
My voice is a scream, a hateful and vengeful scream.
I pick up Gerard's slightly tanned hand and press my cheek to it.
Frank stares at the floor.
He begins to laugh.
"Oh god! You're right... This... This is all MY fault" he starts to cry and siezes his laughing.
"It's my fault! What have I done?!" He tearfully screams.
I hold Gerard's lifeless body and rock him in my arms.
"I loved him! How could you!" I scream.
I can't control the anger and hatred I feel towards Frank.
Frank bows his head and sobs.
"I didn't mean to! Please! I didn't mean to do it..." He cries.
I glare at Frank and cry over Gerard.
"I HATE you!" I scream at him.
My lungs are enflamed from all the yelling and heavy breathing.
Frank widens his eyes and breathes deeply.
"H-ha-ha-hate m-me" he stutters.
I cry on Gerard's chest and push Frank away.
"Yes Frank!" I yell, "I HATE you!" I continue.
Frank looks completely crushed.
His face is pale, his eyes are wide and he's rocking back and fourth.
Shaking violently, he starts to scratch his arms and his eyes dart around the crowd.
I stare at him and let the tears fall from my eyes.
He seems broken, something inside him cracked.
"I'm a RAPIST!" He screams "I'm a MURDERER!" He continues screaming and pulling at his hair.
He starts hitting his forehead.
"Get out of my head!" He yells to nobody. The crowd gasps in shock and Frank backs away from me, shakily walking.
He bites his nails and giggles.
The crowd is now horrified.
Frank sways his head from side to side, twitching every now and then.
He crosses his legs and sits on the ground, closing his eyes tightly.
I've never seen him like this... I think he's finally snapped.
He rocks back and fourth and tries to breathe normally.
His attempts are failing. He just can't seem to stop.
He looks more psychotic than I've ever seen him.
"You're right!" He screams to himself as he pulls his knees to his face and cries into them "You've always been right! I should've tried it before!" He screams.
I listen to Frank's tearful confession.
"It's my fault! It's always my fault!" He yells as he claws at his hair.
"It's my fault Tony carved the RAPIST Brand! It's my fault Alice stopped trying to understand me, it's my fault that I was beaten to death and it's my fault that Gerard is... Is dead!" he cries and shakes.
I don't want to comfort him or tell him he's wrong.
He's right. And I cared about Gerard, I loved Gerard.
It should've been me.
I did nothing... Gerard stop being the hero!
I hate Frank! It's his fault.
It's his problems that caused Gerard to do it.
"Psycho!" The crowd yells.
Frank stands up, shakily, losing his balance and looks around.
"I am a psycho" he whispers.
I watch him. I see his tears, his heart breaking in front of me, and all I want to do is watch.
Fuck you Frank! You took Gerard from me! You deserve it!
I've never felt so much resent for a human being before.
"Creep" a group of girls yell.
Frank laughs at them.
"I won't object, say what you will... I hate me... I hate all of you" he replies in a hushed tone, wiping his tears.
I stand up and push him down.
"How could you do this to me! You selfish fucking psycho!" I yell.
Frank giggles and twitches.
"We were gonna be together! What happened to US?!" He yells back at me.
I punch him in the face.
He takes the punch and jerks his head to the side, flinching from my next attack.
He pumps my stomach with his knee and rolls over, on top of me.
He laughs, raising his fist and I close my eyes.
He presses down on my stomach with his knee.
I feel an intense pain.
He jumps off of me and stands up.
He pushes past the crowd and pukes, the crowd makes sounds of disgust and Frank runs away.
I see him make his way through the dark morning street.
This town is a horror movie.
I rush back to Gerard and listen for a heartbeat.
His chest doesn't move.
I cry again, my tears dropping onto his face.
I kiss him and stroke his hair.
I pick up the top half of his body.
He slides up from the ground and his head immediatley drops back, extending his neck.
The minute I stroke the back of his head and kiss his forehead I feel the warm crimson drench my hand.
I cry into his shoulder.
I can't feel a pulse.
I hear the familiar sirens of an ambulance.
"Frank survived Gerard! You need to try!" I yell and shake his shoulders.
But Gerard is completely unresponsive, he isn't breathing, moving or even opening his eyes.
He's gone...
"Clear the scene" I hear a paramedic say.
The crowd slowly start getting back into their cars and start walking back to their houses.
The siren sounds, the rain begins to fall.
The sky becomes grey and morbid.
The darkness overtakes what should have been my most romantic morning with Gerard.
The gloomy shadows fill my previously brightened future.
There is no future.
I loved Gerard, more than anyone I could ever have hoped to love.
He was my dream, my fantasy... Almost too good to be true.
I cry as the paramedics shake their heads and cover Gerard's body with a white sheet.
One of them looks at me and then at the other paramedic.
He looks down and back up at me.
I stare at the ground, not blinking or speaking.
Just slowly nodding my head and widening my eyes with shock.
I feel my chest cave in.
There's an ache and pain.
I feel it, it's physical.
My heart is literally breaking.
The sadness is a cloud, drenching me with the realization that I'll never see Gerard again.
I feel empty... Hollow, completely broken.
What will I do without my batman, why can't I still be his flower?
I feel tears slowly dropping from my cheeks to my chin.
I'll miss him, I wish I could be with him one last time.
Oh Gerard, tell me it's a dream... You can't be gone, tell me it's okay and sing me to sleep with that same love song we once sung together.
I finally blink again, producing more tears, I feel them on my lashes... Still.
I close my eyes and cry again as I watch the ambulance drive away.
I need Gerard... What will I do without him.
"It's not fair!" I scream to the clouds "Fuck you!" I yell into the gray sky, swelling with rainclouds.
The rain pours and I drop to my knees, my jet black hair sticks to my face and the pool of blood soaks my jeans.
I don't care. I want him back, give him back!
I cry and never stop.
I can't stop, my tears are blending with the rain and blurring my vision.
I crawl away from the road and sit up, staring at the sky and hugging myself as I sit on the sidewalk.
Why dear God, why did you have to take him?!
My skin feels like it's being hit with shards of glass, it's only heavy rain but I'm not wearing a jacket, I left Gerard's on the bed.
I'm freezing and in physical and emotional pain.
I can't move, I'm completely frozen.
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A/N
Okay if anyone read my status update... Thing, then you'd recall me saying I probably won't write anymore chapters for the next week or so, I thought I might write just this chapter tonight and then have a little break unless I write more, which may or may not happen so I guess just be aware that I might not keep writing them everyday.
Anyway hope you enjoyed the chapter. Have a good... Night? Yeah let's go with that one.
Love you all