It's the end... (kidnapping story)

Chapter 65

Gerard's POV:
The girl wipes her tears.
"My name is Amanda, Amanda Drew" she says as she moves her pink hair out of her face.
She seems to open up to me, I don't know why because I don't care about her.
"Listen... Sweetie" I start cautiously "I want a normal life, this will never be enough for me, I need freedom, I... Need" I look at her sad face while she strokes my cheek.
"I need Alice" I smile at her "not you".
Amanda's face crumbles but she becomes very angry.
"Fine, you still want HER!" She yells as she kicks the wall "That's a shame Gerard because she loves Frank! Not you!" She continues to scream at me.
"There's one thing you could do, that would make me think you had a good bone in that body of yours" I tell Amanda. She sits down at the end of my bed, close to my feet.
"And what would that be?" She asks.
"let me go" I whisper.
She rolls her eyes and scoughs at me.
"You're so desperate to leave" she laughs and wipes her eyes.
"If you won't let me leave, then you can let me see her, at the very least" I glare into her eyes and struggle as she runs her hand over my leg.
"Very well, I'll let you see her, and I suppose I'll let Frank be with her as well, considering they are in love" she smirks at me.
"I know!" I yell at her.
"Temper, temper" she pokes my nose and kisses my cheek.
I kiss her lips and she stops.
"What are you planning?" She asks as she lifts her head and gives me a suspicious look.
"Nothing baby I promise" I quickly respond. She smiles at me and we continue kissing.
"Ow!" I suddenly exclaim.
She gives me a concerned look and kisses my cheek.
"What is it honey?" Her smile is sweet and her lips are warm. I kinda feel sorry for her. The poor girl bought every line.
"It's... It's the cuts" I tell her as I sniffle and clench my fists.
She kisses my neck and my lips again until she sits on my chest and leans over to my arm.
She licks the blood and kisses each cut.
She really is trying to be sweet to me... All of my hateful thoughts about this girl, Amanda... Seem to subside until I see my chance.
A chance for escape.
My chance to see Alice.
I smirk at Amanda as she smiles and kisses my cuts. Oh, if only you didn't kidnap me Mandy, maybe you'd have a chance.
"Why don't you blow me a kiss" I tell her. She smiles at me and stops kissing my arm.
"Before I go?" she finishes the lyrics with a confused expression.
I smile at her and wink.
"Yep" I answer as I think through a scenario.
I could kill her now, I could try, but if I fail... How would she punish me? Is killing her and getting out of here alive worth the possible punishment of a needle.
In logic, it is... But when it comes to needles, I am NOT logic.
"I'm glad I could impress" she giggles. I give her a sad look, she's so... Manipulative. I now have no moral obligation to do it. But Alice... I need to end this.
I look into Amanda's eyes.
"Mrs Way, was it?" I ask her. She smiles and nods with alacrity.
"Yes, baby" she kisses me and I kiss back. Why not? Soon she'll be dead, if all goes well that is.
"Wait," I pull away from her lips "Can you kiss them again?" I ask with puppy dog eyes.
Amanda smiles with tearful eyes and nods.
"I'm so happy that you love me Gerard, I knew you would come to your senses if I could just get you alone" she lowers her lips to the cuts again.
My anger and my hatred flash back to my mind when she says it.
I smirk about what I want to do to her. I laugh as she tickles my flesh. What she doesn't know is that I'm not lauging about that. No, I'm laughing about something far more sinister.
Hahaha. Soon.
She continues to kiss my wrist and lick up my blood.
I smile and move my wrist away from her lips.
"That's enough" I smirk "I want you to kiss me one last time, and then I want you to kiss my wrist"
I explain, Amanda nods in an obeying manor, when she kisses my wrist I smile at her "good, now I want you to pray, pray to a god, any god... Even if you don't believe, and pray for..." I look into her confused and teary eyes before quickly whispering "deliverance".
She puts her hands together and I wrap the chain of the handcuffs around her throat, I pull her into the crook in my neck and continue to choke her. Crushing her fragile neck as I sit up and put her in my lap.
She struggles and tries to scream while I tear up and rock her in my lap.
She cries too, I feel her wet tears on my hand. I strangle her.
"I'm fairly confident that I'll see you in hell Mandy and when they bury you, I'll be the one spitting on your grave" I smirk.
She headbutts my head and I struggle to keep the chain around her neck.
"I knew you were planning something" she simply mumbles.
She reaches under the bed with all of her effort and I see a sharp scalpel in her hand. When I see that psycho spark in her eye, I instantly push her away with all of my force. That's it, I've lost all the power now.
She falls on the floor and the scalpel slides away from her.
"You fucking liar!" She yells as she yanks the scalpel off the floor and pulls herself up.
She stomps over to me and presses the scalpel to my wrist.
"Ten deep cuts for a lie that attempted to take my life!" She screams while dragging the blade across my wrist.
"Yeah, almost" I reply with a sad tone.
Amanda laughs and drags the blade across again, deep enough to scar. I scream out, making sure that everyone can hear me.
She slaps me roughly with her bony fingers.
I scream again while she cuts deeper.
"Fucking stop!" I yell.
"Do you regret it yet, your little out burst" she yells as she cuts new flesh, closer to the vein.
"No, I'll never regret it! I wish it killed you" I harshly reply.
I scream and squirm as she cuts deeper and deeper. My blood covers the scalpel and trickles down my arm.
My wrist aches with a pain I've never felt, it's as if somebody took a shard of glass and is now slowly cutting my arms off the limbs.
"Stop cutting me!" I yell at her.
She continues cutting and slashing at my wrist.
"Say it again! Say it a-fucking-gain Gerard!" She violently exclaims as she makes more small cuts. I scream in pain and I hear Frank yelling out to me, Alice is also yelling through the wall all though it's muffled.
I scream louder and start to cry as she cuts deeper, just stopping at the vein.
"Say it!" She psychotically screams.
"I wish you were dead" I smile and sniff.
Amanda laughs as she tears into my skin with the sharp blade.
"Ow, ahhh too deep!" I yell and cry until she stops.
When she stops, she throws the blade on the floor and slaps me again.
I start to shake violently and scream in pain while my blood soaked arms begin to go numb.
Amanda covers her mouth.
"Oh no! I'm so so sorry Gerard" she cries and runs her arm over my hacked up arm.
"No! Don't fucking touch me!" I scream at her while she flinches and pulls her arm back.
She cries loudly into my chest and kisses it.
I look up and see the ceiling start to blacken.
Amanda kisses my chest again moving lower, she gets to my crutch area and lowers her head.
I laugh and knee her in the throat.
"I'm sorry" she chokes.
I roll my eyes.
"I'll bring in Alice" she says in a guilty tone. She gets up off the bed and smiles sadly at me.
She walks to the door and slowly opens it.
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A/N
Hey guys!!!! Oh my gosh so sorry for the late chapter... Enjoy your night, and... Yes you did read some torture porn to answer your question. Something that's probably indecent of me is the fact that I wrote smut and torture porn...
Have a good night :) And in the famous words of Gerard Way:
"Stay beautiful, keep it ugly"
Love you all