Chapter 26

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Alice's POV:
I feel sick as I hear him shout at me.
“n-n-no, no I-I don't love you!”
He runs out of the room slamming the door in my face. I drop to my knees as I start crying my eyes out. By now I really shouldn't have any tears left to cry. I sit on the floor staring at nothing and wipe my tears off my face with the sleeves of Gerard's oversized jacket. I unzip his jacket and throw it on the ground gazing at the ground as I feel my tears still pouring out. My gaze travels to my shirt on the floor in a bloody pile of mess. Gerard definetly found it, I wonder what he thought it was.
I hear him bash on the wall repeatedly.
It's all because of me, I can't be around him anymore, I drag him down, it's like I'm a depressent.
I feel my phone vibrate in my jeans.
I pull it out of my pocket to check the caller ID. Tony, what does she want.
“Hello, tony?” I hesitantly answer, she screams into the phone at me.
“Where are you?” she asks me.
I stare at the ground before answering her.
“I went back to my house okay, don't worry about me...” I hang up the phone. When I put my phone in my pocket I look up to see Gerard standing by the door.
“I'm sorry” he apologizes looking at me. I can't believe how guilty he looks... I'm the one who should feel guilty, I've cheated on him multiple times.
“You're sorry?” I ask him with guilt written all over my face and tears still dripping from my chin. I quickly wipe my tears off my face.
“Please Gerard, don't be sorry... You have every right to hate me” I feel him wrap his arms around me.
“I'm so sorry Alice, I'll never let them hurt you again, I-I will never hurt you again” I feel warm and safe with him cuddling me, I smile as I let him hug me. I'm so glad he's happy again.

Gerard's POV:
She's so upset but I won't let myself be the cause of it. I still love her and I know she can feel it. When I told her I don't love her she felt every ounce of the pain.
I hug her closely, she's hugging me back! She's actually hugging me back! I continue smiling with her in my arms but my smile fades when I remember what she said, I let go of her, she looks at me with a worried and confused smile.
“Alice” I hold her hand as I bend down to her waist level and kiss it gently “What did you mean... When you said you still love Frank?” I ask.
She stares at me completely speechless.
“I don't know, he just, is it completely wrong that I've fallen for him?” she stares at me with begging eyes.
“I've fallen for Frank a couple times myself” I joke.
She laughs along with me as I let go of her hand and press my head gently on her thighs. I feel her grabbing my hands and lifting them up placing them on her waist and interlocking them with her own.
I smile a dreamy smile at her as I lift myself up to her, she's a lot shorter than me. She giggles as I start to kiss her neck and rub on her waist with my hands. I want her so badly, but I can't have her... I can't be her first...
She moans slightly closing her eyes as I start kissing her chest and move my hands to her hips. I can't do it, I won't do it. I stop myself as I pick her up in my arms and she wraps her legs around my waist embracing me. She makes it so hard to resist her.
I want to make her feel special, to feel loved but I can't jeopardize what we have right now. I let the thought slip out of my head as I feel her moving her hands down my back.
“We uhh, better get you some clothes” I distract her and she puts her arms around my neck hugging me.
“Okay” she smiles “hot topic?” she asks slowly getting off me, I help her as I stare into her eyes and sway with her holding her hands in mine.
“Can we go to the comic book shop too?” I ask her, a smile in my voice.
“Yes! Neeeerd” She teases. I smirk at her.
“Will you come with me?” I ask her still smirking
“Nope” I look down dissapointed “I'm only joking Gee” she laughs, I feel a smile creeping on to my face, a big one that says let's go.

Frank's POV:
There are no cars on the street as it's too dangerous to drive. I stare out at the mist around me, I can almost see places to walk but only just. I have no idea where I am but I don't care, I feel happy and relaxed in solitude. It gives me a chance to think. Maybe I should just try to talk to Tony, but she wouldn't even give me a chance to talk. I wish she understood... I wish SOMEONE understood. I'm not pathetic am I? I don't know what to do anymore, I feel so lost.
I get a text that interrupts my thoughts.
‘Frank I'm really sorry, I understand if you dislike me still but I thought you should know that me and Alice made up again and she's really happy... I should've just listened to your advice but I didn't... Talk to me when you get the chance’ I roll my eyes at his absurd text, I'm glad he's happy again but rubbing his love with Alice in my face, I just can't handle that right now.
I know I hurt her but she doesn't understand. Nobody even once cares to hear my side of the story. I'm always the enemy. There's no point in friends or romance if you can't just be normal and not make them want to kill you.
I feel cold as the dense fog moves around me, I start swinging my keys around on my finger and try to make out the world around me.
Why can't I do anything right...

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