Chapter 25

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Frank's POV:
I hear Gerard talking to himself in the bedroom as I continue tickling Alice. She has joy all over her face as she bounces up and pushes me down tickling my neck as she sits back on my chest. I laugh at her as I tackle her and lift up her shirt blowing on her belly. She giggles as she lays back.
I laugh at her getting up off of her and off the couch. She stares at me for a while.
"Do you think Gerard still loves me?" she asks, her eyes watering.
"Of coarse he still loves you Alice" I sigh, he's proved how much he loved her by trying to choke me to death.
I smile at her before I walk away and open the bedroom door, Gerard is standing by a shirt on the ground with a horrified look on his face.
I walk in and he glares at me.
"So, she got bored with you? Or maybe you just decided not to be like that with your best friend's girl friend?" he mocks me bitterly.
I ignore his question and look at the shirt on the ground.
"What's that?" I point to the shirt.
"It's uhh, it's Alice's shirt with...blood on it" he explains with a worried look.
"Hey if it makes you feel any better, Alice and I didn't do anything" I say looking down. Well it was sorta true.
"Liar" he mumbles glaring at me.
"No I swear, we weren't doing anything!" I plead. He continues glaring and rolls his eyes.
"Bull shit!" he spits narrowing his eyebrows "I saw her laying on you Frank, I saw you kiss her! And don't you fucking dare tell me you didn't! I'm not stupid Frank, I know what you're doing!" He glares at me with aggrivation "well let me tell you this... I won't let you do to her what you did to tony!" He yells at me.
"Shut up, you weren't there with us, you don't know what happened!" I blurt out pushing him back.
"You think I don't!" he glares pushing me harder back.
"No, no you don't!" I can feel tears in my eyes as I scream at him.
I can't breath... I throw open the door and race out into the living room, I take eight different pills and swallow them quickly as I grab my jacket and run out of the truck into the rain. It's a gloomy, foggy morning.
I put my hands in my pockets as I race into the mist.

Gerard's POV:
Who does Frank think he is, telling me nothing happened. I kick the bed frame beside me in anger.
I hear foot steps coming towards me, I let my hair fall on my face hiding it, I know it's Alice.
"Gerard! He's telling the truth!" she screams at me, I can hear the tears in her voice.
I turn to her with rage building up inside of me, I want to punch her, how dare she lie to me! I glare at her as she starts backing away slowly looking at the ground.
"Are you trying to piss me off Alice?!" I shout at her. She flinches at my shouting and starts crying.
"No, no I would never try to make you anything other than happy" she looks up at me with tears and eyeliner spilling from her eyes. I look at her disgusted.
"Well, are you trying to whore yourself out to other guys or something?!" I yell "Is this the thanks I get after every fucking thing I've done for you!" I start crying "you would rather make... Him happy?" I feel the tears streaming down my face.
"I still love you Gerard!" She cries "I only wanted comfort because I was sick of you treating me like some contaminated corpse of who I was when you met me! I was sick of feeling so... So fucking alone, because you were only angry around me!" She screams at me with her tears pouring out and her hands shaking violently as she raised them to her face.
"I couldn't look at you the same after those fuckwitts raped you okay, and it wasn't because I blamed you for it, I don't blame you for it, you didn't deserve any of it. It's the fact that I only ever see my anger towards them, I despise those men Alice, I fucking hate what they did to you! But I also felt ashamed of the fact that I couldn't save you this time..." I pause for a long time as she looks at me with a smile on her face.
"Then, you still love me?" she sniffles.
"Of coarse I still love you" I smile hugging her. She sniffles and cries into my chest.
"I'm so sorry Gerard" she shakily apologizes.
"For what?" I ask her confused.
"You, you were... Right, I kissed Frank last night and I hugged him and I was falling in love with him, I think I am in love with him..." She cries to me.
"What?!" I shout at her pushing her away from me, she stumbles onto the floor.
"What did you say?" I ask with tears threatening to spill out of my eyes.
She sits on the floor crying and hugging her knees.
"I knew you would hate me if I told you!" she cries.
"Hate you?!" I shout with sadness in my voice.
"Do you still love me?" she looks up at me with red puffy tear streaked eyes.
I hold my chest as I start to feel actual physical pain, I feel sick.
"n-n-no, no! I-I don't love you!" I shout before running out of the bedroom. How long was she planning to keep that secret? How many more does she have? I run into the living room as I feel myself sinking inside. I punch the wall many times until I see blood on my knuckles. I kick the couch before lowering myself onto it. I feel completely betrayed. I feel completely broken.

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