It's the end... (kidnapping story)

Chapter 74

Frank's POV:
"Frank?!" She exclaims.
I look up at her with shaky arms, rubbing my shoulders.
"I'm sorry" I apologize to her.
She covers her mouth and observes the blood all over my arms.
"Did you... Stab yourself?" She asks with wide eyes.
I shake my head and lift a finger to point at the brush that I threw at the mirror.
Jemma looks down at the glass and slowly steps around it to get to me.
All of this broken glass just makes me miss Alice...
I still remember the first time we met, my God I'm a wierdo but Alice likes that about me.
Jemma finally gets around the glass and takes a dust pan and brush from behind me, next to the shower and on a regal white shelf.
She puts the dust pan on the floor and holds the brush.
I watch as she slowly brushes the glass into a small heap and sweeps the pile into the dust pan.
When she finishes sweeping up the glass, she picks up the dust pan and walks over to a little trash can where she empties what's left of her precious mirror.
She looks at me with a dissapointed expression.
"Did you even take your medication?" She asks.
I nod and rock myself.
Jemma's expression changes to a very concerned one.
She rushes to the cupboard below the sink and opens it to reveal a bunch of different shampoos and... Toothpaste.
I see her pull out a large first aid container.
She comes back over to me and opens the container.
I show her my arms. She's right... It really does look like I stabbed myself.
I wince at her touch, it's gentle but I don't like how it feels.
I wish I had Alice...
Jemma starts to wrap up my right arm, it's starting to get tight, I feel like my arm is going to fall off.
"We have to stop the bleeding, Frank" she says.
I guess... But ow!
She starts to clean the cuts on my left arm, it stings so much.
"I'm sorry Frank, I know it hurts but I need to clean it" she explains.
I hold in my screams and bite my lip until I taste blood.
She goes over my arm with another bandage.
I can't stand the pain.
If Alice did this, she might've made me feel better.
But sadly a doctor who I really like and who's married to a friend of mine is doing it.
I really wanna die right now...
"Thanks for the help Jemma" I smile.
She smiles back at me.
I miss my ice cream...
Jemma holds my hand and lightly rubs my chest.
Her touch just isn't doing... Anything.
I'm not supposed to be here, I feel wrong about all of this.
She looks up at me with a sad look.
"Frank, perhaps I could be wrong but I'm sensing feelings of depression and also... How do I put this? Well I sense you have some kind of a lust" she says with her usual smart tone.
It's getting annoying now... God I know you're a docter already!
I miss Gerard... I miss Ray and Mikey.
What happened to Mikey anyway? I even miss that other girl... Kitten, no wait... Caitlin.
Mikey probably calls her that anyway.
And most of all I miss Alice, my sweet and innocent ray of light.
But I stole that light and I know she hates me... Everyone hates me!
Jemma snaps me out of my thoughts, clicking her fingers in front of my face.
"I am depressed, I have been since we came to this city for our tour, mcr I mean... I do like you, but you found Patrick" I say.
I look down instantly and Jemma gives me a surprised look.
"Yes, I married Patrick because I love him and Jack is the best son in this whole world to me, of course I do mean to say... One should never be unfaithful to those they love... I'm afraid if I did want to do things with you, I made a commitment to the man I love" she lets me down easy with the sweetest tone.
I really appreciate her commitment to Patrick... Lucky guy.
I smile up at her and tilt my head to the side, looking into her beautiful eyes but I still miss those bright green eyes I once considered to be the finest emeralds painted over an eyeball. By that I mean I still love Alice.
Why can't you love me like you did Alice, what happened to make you want to be with Gerard.
What does he have that I don't... I mean besides a perfect body, a sexy ass, mental stability and an awesome accent.
Jemma snaps me out of my thoughts again.
"Frank... That brand needs to be removed immediately" she says with a sad look.
I stare at her serious expression.
"Follow me to my lab" she requests.
I slowly stand up and shake my long black hair.
Jemma leads me out of the bathroom and walks me down the long hallway.
We walk downstairs.
When we walk into the dining room, I see the kitchen through a small archway.
I walk through the arch and look around the room.
"Yes?" Jemma asks.
"Can I have my ice cream now?" I reply.
Jemma chuckles and goes to the fridge.
"You left it on the bench when you had a shower, I put it in the freezer to keep it cold for you" she smiles and hands me my chocolate ice cream.
It's the classic chocolate cornetto.
I thank her and start eating it.
We walk out of the kitchen and down another set of stairs, into a dark, metal room.
Horrible memories flash into my mind at the familiar temperature.
Jemma flicks a switch and the room lights up.
I see a large surgery table that she begins wheeling out of it's hiding spot.
"Uhh, what are we doing down here?" I ask nervously.
Jemma smiles and tells me to lay on the table.
I do and it's cold.
I finish my ice cream and lay my head back.
She grabs an oxygen mask and I panic.
"Wait! What are you doing!?" I freak out.
She counts to three and keeps telling me to breath.
I take a final breath in and black out.

Alice's POV:
"I'm so hungry" I complain.
Gerard rolls his eyes.
"You could eat dirt" he smirks "Or we could just magically find Frank's dick and you could eat that" he smiles again, this time he glares as he looks at me.
I know I'm unfaithful... I wouldn't be if I knew which one I loved more. But I can't decide...
They're both really amazing guys with unique qualities.
I love Gerard because he loves me and he is my saviour... My hero. He has a way of making me laugh at the worst times. He scares me when he's protective, like I'm some helpless frail little creature that he must protect at all costs... It also shows me how much I mean to him.
But Frank is, different. He makes me fear the worst but for once I'm the one with the control... I can be his sanity when he loses it and he would never hurt me like he hurt Tony, that's because he really does love me.
This is mindless... I'm running in circles, completely split between them. If I lose Gerard I'll never forgive myself but if I lose Frank again it might be the end of me as well.
I love both of them but when Gerard says he loves me... I can't take it, everytime I try to convince him that I love Frank more.
The truth is that I love both of them, equally.
This isn't twilight... I have to make up my mind.
"Gerard you know I love you and you love me but it's time I tell you that I really don't know who I wanna be with" I try to explain.
He grabs me and pushes my back over his arm, catching me in a dipping motion.
"Easy Ally, pick me" he whispers in a sexy tone.
I feel myself blushing and I feel completely crushed.
I can't choose!
He leans his lips to mine, and passionately kisses me, tongue and all.
He's really fighting for me.
I smile through the kiss and start kissing him back, running my fingernails through his straight black fringe.
I hold his cheek and he grabs my waist, still dipping me.
He has the sweetest tasting lips, I could kiss him all day.
His warm breath on my tongue is one of the best feelings I've ever experienced.
I need him, with me and in me.
I mess up his hair and he smirks as it falls on his face.
He pulls away and with a victorious smile he states "now I know you loved that".
I smile back at him and run my hand up his chest to his shoulder.
He leans back into my lips and rests his nose on mine.
The sweetest touch I've ever felt.
He runs his fingers down my waist, tracing the outline of my hips and stopping on my thigh.
I sigh with a pleading tone.
He pulls away again and gives me a confused look.
"I thought you didn't want to do anything" he says in a cute tone as he pulls me back up.
We are extremely close, chest to chest.
I love him... I love him more than anyone right now... But I'm still worried about Frank.
"Gerard, can we please find the truck? Please?" I ask him.
He smiles with enthusiasm.
"Of course, we can and should" he smiles and winks at me.
I just want to be alone with him for a night. To really prove that I mean it when I say I love him.
I will feel guilty if I fornicate with Gerard but Frank already believes we have so it makes no difference to what he thinks of me.
I'll think of Frank even if we do have sex tonight which is a horrible thing to do but my feelings haven't changed...
Oh Frank, maybe he moved on... I hope it won't kill him.
I'm such a stupid slut! Whoring around with best friends.
I'm ruining everything for them and for myself...
I'm an idiot... This is so risky.
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A/N
Finally a chapter is on time :)
Hope you enjoyed, I've been watching videos about the MCR action figures... And man I want one!
Love you all