Chapter 41

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Frank's POV
Alice is kissing me as I push her into the wall roughly. As she tries to resist my force I push against her still kissing her. Is it wrong that I really want to hurt her?
Of course it's wrong... Why am I like this?
I quickly pull myself off her as I start choking her. She gasps for air as I crush her fragile neck and slowly lower her to the ground kneeling down to her.
She coughs and gasps for air, but I continue until I've got her on the ground barely struggling anymore, she starts to stop moving and I can see the tears in her eyes. I want to stop, I want to tell her that I won't hurt her but I will and I can't stop.
There's bruises on her neck like my hands and she's a really pale colour, she twitches every now and then until she stops moving completely and starts to calm down. I pull my hands off her neck as her chest stops moving, her eyes are still wide open. She won't blink and she starts to curl her fingers, I hear her starting to wheeze and gasp for air. She coughs and holds her head as she stumbles onto the wall. I immediately help her try to stand up and hug her, she smiles at me as she looks up at me.
I can't let her smile. NO!
I push her away, slamming her into the wall, she groans and holds her chest.
"Why are you doing this?!" I yell at her, she wheezes for air and bends over holding her chest. I caused her that pain.
"Doing what?" she barely chokes.
"Stop! Stop trying!" I shout.
She gives me a confused look as she grabs the wall and tries to stand up.
I want to help her but... Fuck everyone!
"I'm dangerous, I'm not worth it Alice!" I feel myself crying, I can't control anything I do, I'm so useless!
"No don't say that!" Alice tries to shout.
"I don't care Alice! I don't need you! I don't need anyone..." The emotion pours out of me as I start to shake.
Alice rushes up to me and tries to stop me from shaking, she puts her hands on my shoulders.
"Just stop!" I yell as I push her away with force. Her hair falls on her face as she attempts to crawl away and tries to stand up. She's barely breathing and she collapses, her eyes close and she moves her head to the side.
I feel shocked as I start shaking more violently, I cover my mouth and a giggle escapes. I start laughing at her, not wanting to but laughing hysterically at her pain...

Gerard's POV:
"So..." I put down the menu leaning over the table "looks like we've made a decision".
Mikey looks really depressed as he scratches on the table.
"Fine" he mumbles. I give him a look that says 'you win' and push my hair back.
"We can cut out dead!" I shout.
Mikey smirks a bit and stops scratching the table.
"You mean, we can keep disenchanted?" he asks hopefully.
"No way! We agreed on disenchanted" Ray argues.
Ray and Mikey start arguing about the gig while Tony and I awkwardly stand around. I raise my hand in an attempt to stop them.
"Guys!" I yell, they ignore me and I sigh, clearly irritated "guys..." I wait for them to stop, they continue arguing getting even louder "guys! Shut the fuck up!" they immediately stop and stare at me. Mikey's frowning while Ray crosses his arms.
"Bob quit!" I exclaim "we need a drummer".
Ray looks at me and then at mikey and back to me.
"Can... You play drums?" He asks me, I shake my head.
"I can play!" Tony shouts enthusiastically.
I give her a suspicious look and raise an eyebrow.
"Really?" I ask.
She nods her head really quickly and jumps out of her seat.
"Anyone up for a walk?" She asks grinning.
"Not really" I answer.
She grabs my hand and drags me out of the truck.
"You guys wait here!" She yells out to the guys as she slams the truck door and starts running with me. I laugh and pull her back.
"Where are we going?" I question her as we continue walking.
She stays silent and smiles as we continue at a steady pace. She starts holding my hand but I make an excuse that I have to cough and I pull my hand away.
She rests her head on my shoulder so I pretend to trip. That's it, I think she's getting it now... My heart still and always will belong to Alice. From the moment I met her I knew we would have something special... I wonder about her sometimes.
Are you thinking of me?

Alice's POV:
I wake up with a shadow looming over me, but brown eyes help me to confirm that it's only Gerard. I sit up in his lap as he strokes my hair and kisses my neck.
"It's okay Alice, I'm here" he smiles. Frank is standing with me as well, glaring at me and rocking back and fourth.
I feel uneasy about everything happening right now. I suddenly feel my vision blur and I close my eyes, I hear screaming and I feel something wet spilling over my face.
When I wake up I see Gerard chained to the wall and I see him bleeding all over his perfectly tanned abbs. His stomach is cut across the navel and he's only wearing a pair of boxers. He's gagged and he's trying to scream at me, he desperately tries to reach me but his hands are restrained. His face has cuts and bruises and his jet black hair looks sweaty and messy as it falls on his face
I try to get up but I feel a sharp pain in my stomach, a stabbing pain. I wince at the pain and I notice that the only thing I'm wearing is my black bra and underwear. I scramble around on the ground trying to get up, my hands are behind my back as I see a girl with messy pink hair approach Gerard, she rubs Gerard's chest and starts kissing it as he tries to protest, it's sickening to watch.
I shoot up and realize I was only dreaming, but I wake up in the darkness, alone.
Frank's abandoned me. He left me all alone. I see a shadow on the brick wall as I struggle to adjust my vision.

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