CHAPTER 17
Eyes are watching. The clock is ticking. Did I have time to runaway? The room was a mess, everything blurry and I wasn't stable. A dark figure was in front of me. I was unable to see what it was... A glass was in my hand and it just looked meant to be. Sipping on this Hennessy became a habit of mine. Having a creative mind when I was drunk was just a normal thing now.
Wayne cheated on me with Maddie and that was just a trigger of becoming an alcohol addict. I found him walking with her in the mall holding hands and making out. I knew Maddie was a great enemy of mine since day one. She never once liked me. Wayne tried to contact me the first few days after me finding out how much fun he's been having, but it seemed like he didn't care enough to call more after. It's like he gave up, or the thought of me being depressed and acting crazy gave him the ticket out of my life. He had just made things worse for me. My mom passing away, Wayne cheating, my father, and my stalker.
The only thing that made me feel great anymore was alcohol. It was my only get away from my life. It was definitely not the best option considering the fact that it was my last year of high school and I'm a senior student... But life happens. We make mistakes, and I was clearly aware of me being an alcohol addict is going to be one of my regrets when I grow up.
