I'm laying in bed and thinking of the time we spent, just adoring each other going to places and full of positivity. We would hang out every weekend and it came to that point where we didn't even have to make plans, they were already made. We knew we were each others company for the weekend and we belonged to each other. But you're gone now. And I can't seem to handle you not being here, a second weekend has passed and we haven't talked. I feel so lonely sometimes; as if i never meant something to you as much as you meant to me.
To get you out of my mind I went for a walk and got myself out of bed. I walked for about 2 hours just going around the forest since where i lived had this huge forest by our park. I walked and walked until I couldn't stop replaying the memories we had with each other. I couldn't notice anything happening around me, all I could think about was you. It was really windy though, and it kept on raining then stopped then drizzled alittle more continuously. My hair was all wavy but I could give less of a fuck.
I snapped out of my thoughts because he was the only thing my mind was focused on. He made me feel like absolute crap. There were good times we had, but the way he talked was absolutely disrespectful every time we had an argument. It kinda made me depressed that I let someone be that way to be, which i would have never accepted - but he bring out a different side of me... Being kinky, lonely, and soft.
As I was walking i noticed a large truck at my right side driving slowly. I wasn't sure if they were turning into a drive way since i was walking in a neighborhood, so i walked a little faster but also but 911 on my dialpad since i felt a little uncomfortable due to their pitch dark tinted windows. I was already blind, since i wasn't wearing my glasses so i needed to have some sort of conformity that i was safe.
The trucks windows rolled down as it was passing by me while i was walking around the round about and a male with a hat and a black sweater asked for directions to the nearest convenient store. I couldn't really see his face, but i did see he had full lips and he had a little scruffy "i haven't shaved for 2 weeks" beard look. I told him the directions and he asked if i needed a ride anywhere, i politely said no thank you and could feel a little gut feeling of danger
Suddenly the trucks back door opened and a tall male (im guessing) jumped out and grabbed my arm aggressively. I panicked and froze. I couldn't see anything, but i knew i was in that truck and someone was holding me. I was scared for my life.
What do i do now?
