CHAPTER 10
People, I cannot handle them. It's like something strikes in them and they act so dumb.
But then there's those such people, that are so soothing. That can calm you down, that can make you smile right after a stressful fight, argument, and all those things that are irritating. School has one month till the last day of school and let me just say one thing, I wouldn't be able to take grade 12, because that's the most stressful year of high school.. Your future.
I woke up in the morning, really early I must say, about 6am. I looked at my phone and it was very bright. I closed my eyes and opened them again to look at the screen. My phone suddenly vibrated and scared me. I accidentally dropped my phone on my face and the pain struck right at my nose. Worst pain ever, but the weird thing is, the pain stops within 5 minutes or even shorter.
I looked at my screen and came across a text from Samantha. She planned out a bonfire before the school year ends. She sent me a list of the people that may attend and two of them surprised me. I came across two names, and that was Maddie and Wayne. Wow. Bummer. Something really suspicious is about them, I feel as if they had a past.. You know, like they once were together. Just the way Wayne looks at Maddie, and the way she looks back really bothers me. He stares at her as if he's looking at a diamond, unable to get your eyes off of. I replied back to Samantha saying I might be able to come. Might was a lie, because I don't have anything planned but, I definitely wouldn't want to be around someone I'm jealous of, and someone that makes me insecure about myself.
I finally got out of bed and made myself some coffee. I really had nothing to do until school started so, I started to do my morning workout I haven't done since I've lost a good amount of weight. I did some squats, like 50 pushups. I got tired pretty fast, and that definitely shocked me. That meant to me that I'm starting to get unhealthy, I know I was able to do more then 50 pushups and not get tired fast. That's when anxiety hit me. Is Wayne not interested in me? Am I gaining weight again? Will I fall back into that same Michelle I knew for years? These questions went spinning in my head. I don't want to become the person I was before. I want to live a healthy, long life. I want to enjoy the treasure moments that's given to everyone, but differently.
I then ran to go and put my shoes on and went out for a walk. The atmosphere in my house was giving my pain, I was thinking too much and I had to get out of there. I walked down the street and crossed the road. I noticed this one BMW was driving really fast, it was coming towards me but it wasn't stoping. I was so caught up in shock that my legs we unable to move. I tried screaming but scream was frightened to call for help. I thought that was going to be the end of my life. I noticed a person running towards me then, and I didn't even notice the tears striking down my cheeks. The tears blinded me, unable to see the person the was holding me. And then I heard his voice, I definitely didn't know his voice. But was the person said frightened me. "STOP THE CAR AND HELP ME GET HER IN!" The male said. I heard a door shut and I finally opened my eyes. I was in the back seat of a male and females car.
Who could it be?
