*Adele's POV*
"I...um." I stammered.
"No, no, I shouldn't have do that." said Seth with a really awkward smile, rubbing his neck. "I don't want you to feel like I'm not respecting you or something. Because I do, I really, it's just...I don't know why I did that." he blurted.
"It's fine, I'm just..." I sighed. "I'm not ready for a relationship right now."
"I understand." he smiled calmly. "Let's forget it."
"Okay." I returned the smile, but I felt terrible inside. He was such a nice guy, but I couldn't to this to him, or myself.
"Shall we go and find them?" he asked, referring to Megan and Ben.
"I actually think I'll just hail a cab." I nervously bit my lip. "I need to ventilate my mind."
"Okay, do you want company or...?"
"No, I'll be fine." I shook my head. "Thanks." I stepped forward to hug him. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight, Adele." he returned the embrace and planted a peck on my forehead.
I turned away, not looking back at him. I felt uncomfortable. "Why I do these stupid shits all the time?!"
I started walking under the moonlight and the slight street lighting. There were more people on that street by now. I didn't wanted to check the time, fearing that a ton of missed calls from Jimmy could wait for me, and I could not bear with that right now.Although I had to admit, I had a great time tonight, just as I planned. It could've been better and less awkward at the end, but I'll blame Megan for that. She was the one who just stood up and left me there for a humpty-hump.
I laughed at the thought. I noticed that my little sleeveless garment wasn't enough for this late at night, cause I started shuddering for a sudden wind that stroked through my whole body. I didn't know how long have I been walking like an idiot, lost in my thoughts, but the surroundings changed where I was at the moment. My garment wasn't usual attire there as I saw, cause people stared at me, some with disgusted looks, and others with dirty smile on their face. I felt being judged. "Cause I was judged, duh?" I thought.
I sped up my pace, and tilt my head up to look somewhat more confident, although I was scared to death by that time, fearing that anyone could easily rape me or beat me up and I had nothing with myself for self-defense.
"Where am I going anyways?" I said under my breath, checking the area again.
I saw less and less people, and this locality was full of old, shitty apartmenthouses. "That's it, I'm officially lost."
I started having a panic attack, I ran in every alley and road in hope I'd recognize there something, but that was just stupid. I cried my eyes out at that point and sobbed harder and harder. I didn't see any taxis or buses here, so I took out my phone. "Why didn't I do this sooner?"I immediately dialed Megan's number, and it was beeping. "Thank God."
But for my unfortunate, she declined. My eyes widened, and I wiped away some more tears. I stepped backwards til my back hit a wall and leaned on it. "Calm the fuck down." I commanded. I hit the call button again, and waited. I was surprised and relieved at the same time when she picked up after a long amount of time."Oh stop...Ben." I heard Megan's flirty chuckle on the other side of the line.
"Megan?" I sobbed.
"Umm, look girl, I love you and all, but it's not the right time. Call you in the morning." she giggled.
"No, Me-!" and she hung up again.
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Wasn't My Plan (Jimmy Fallon Fanfiction)
FanfictionCould an accidental encounter change everything in your life? Is that possible? Certainly yes, because that's what exactly happened with Adele Rivers. She met Jimmy Fallon by accident, and their relationship will be more and more intimate as time pa...