Wasn't My Plan (Jimmy Fallon Fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty-One - 360 Degree Turn

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I'm sorry for absolute no updates for this long, I've been on vacation without any internet connection and when I got home there were problems with my account and the universe was just against me.:( but yay for the update!:)
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"Jimmy, you have to introduce her to Gloria!" claimed Amy from the backseat. "She also needs to see photos of you as a baby."

Chuckling, I looked at her in the rearview with a smile. "I'd actually love that."

We almost reached Brooklyn - Jimmy, Amy and me. She's a really nice person, I don't even know what I was thinking. She told me on the way here about her new life she's about to start in Philly, and some crazy things she and Jimmy did in the past when they were younger. It was really easy to get along with her, we had a lot of things in common.

Though it was a very uncomfortable situation too, since I assumed she's his sidechick or something. I felt embarassed sitting there but also tried to forget about it and laugh with them.

"No way." exclaimed Jimmy behind the wheel. "I was an ugly baby."

"You still is." teased Amy and I bit my lips to prevent a chuckle.

"I swear I need a night, just one night, far far away from women." he pouted.

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"I'll call you. Bye-bye!" waved Amy as she walked towards a house - which I assume was her friend's house - and we still sat inside the car.

I get a bit anxious as we were alone without her, cause I needed to know those untold things I was curious for a while now.

"Jimmy...Are you ashamed of me?" I heard my own voice in my head, repeatedly for the thousandth time.

This was fucked up, we was fucked up, the  both of us. And I don't even know what or how to feel in this regard.

I grasped my thighs with my sweaty fingers as I looked up from my lap. "Where could we talk?"

Jimmy raised a questioning eyebrow at me as he started the engine again. "What do you mean? Everywhere." he said, matter-of-factly.

"That's not what I meant." I shook my head.

"You want coffee?" he asked.

"Pull over."

His eyes widened in the lack of understanding. "What?"

"I said stop. There." I pointed at a small parking spot on the side of the road.

Sighing, Jimmy obeyed me and pulled over. I undid my belt cause it started bother me, just like everything. My whole body grew hot, and it felt like all my clothes I was wearing were made out of spikes.

"What's up?" turning to me, Jimmy asked.

"You know what I wanted to talk about earlier." I stated.

He nodded unnoticeably, and I waited for him to spoke up, but when that didn't happen, I cleared my throat. "You know it...Right?"

"Uhm, yes, I just... Okay. Look." he started and I already regretted this conversation. "It's not that I don't want anyone to see us together, I was just afraid because of Nancy. You know who she was for me for a long amount of time, and I guess I just didn't want her to feel like I threw her away for another woman like an asshole. I left her because our relationship was rotten for a while now." he paused.

I let his words soak into my mind.

So let me get this straight. He left her because of their relationship, but I had nothing to do with this?