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Lucila Grey
I only have subtle flash backs of the night before Luke stayed with me all night. When I awoke the pillow to my left smelt like him. My waist can still feel his hands around it. The bed has his imprint along with his warmth.
When I awoke I heard the shower go everything felt brighter and louder the pounding in my head wasn't subsiding. I never want to drink again, my stomach was sour and my throat was dry. I got up and shuffled out the door blind. I didn't want to risk opening my eyes to continue this misery.
I reached in the cabinet in the kitchen to grab a glass and turn on the faucet and let the water run into the cup and I chugged it down. I filled it up again this time taking three aspirin with it. The agony noise of my father's ringtone.
""Mr. Grey?" I hear through the other end immediately my heart drops that's luke. "Luke?" I groan "why did you leave?" I question and I can hear only his shallow breath "can I speak with mr.grey" he asks and it felt more like a demand "just tell your father I won't be in today okay?" He states .Why so he can spend time with Kim? Is that he left me? To go back to her? "No" I say flatly. "Lucila please tell your father Kim had an accident and we are going to the emergency room" he says sternly and I already want to start drama. "What are you going to do for me?" I question and bite my lip.. "What do you want? He chokes out. I want to know if he wants me as much as I want him "I want you" I tell him holding my breath until he replies. "I'll call back later to get ahold of him " I tell her and I'm just about to end the call "just come over tonight I'll tell you what I want and I'll tell my dad you're not coming in" I threat and he hangs up so I'm defenseless.
My dad appeared in the kitchen. His briefcase already in his hand as he fumbled to put his jacket on. "Lucy you have school James left what are you doing home?" He questioned me. "I have a migraine. You know how mom used to get them" he shakes his head confirming it. "Yes I do. Let me know if you need anything I'll inform the school. Do you know where my phone is?" He asked and I quickly grab it from its place next to the ledge of the sink.
"Here. Luke called. He's driving Kim to the hospital." I tell him quickly he nods "Thank you baby girl" he tells me kissing my cheek. I can't wait to get back to bed and just spend the entire day doing nothing.
No dad, Jameson or even Luke for that matter to tell me otherwise. Maybe I'll even ask if Kenny wants to play a little hooky. Nothing has happened prior to our last interaction and I'm thinking maybe it's me. I wonder if I'm unable to get excited as I used to with Luke.
