lucila//l.h.

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Kenith Butler

I was living my best life I have my girlfriend Rachel who is a cheerleader I go to school with and Lucila on the side. Lu knew of my situation but didn't say much about it.

Our connection feels different, off if you will. When we are together her mind seems elsewhere. I guess this situation is beneficial because we are both not emotional involved with one another. After that night during winter break it's been a fluke off and on situation. Rachel ended up not being able to come back home with me so when James asked me to come chill and play some video games I was absolutely ready.

My mother was a little disappointed that I didn't stay much but she knew I would be home for the month to come so she wasn't completely bothered. I spent a majority of my nights over at the Greys and when James would fall asleep I would make my way into lucilas room.

When school started back up I didn't hear much from Lu but I made sure to keep her updated to let her know I was thinking of her which I'd get greeted with explicit photos of her. I had my album of her when Rachel would be off at her cheer battles, Rachel was amazing and well amazingly flexible. She was a bio major so she was incredibly smart and driven. I could really invision a future with her but with Lucila she just knew my body better than anyone.

She seemed to have that affect on me. I would be lying if this secret wasn't more of a turn on than the actual relationship. Rachel didn't seem too worried about me. I treated her well, I gave her quality time, gifts and attention with affection. While balancing my school work and football. I don't think I'm a terrible boyfriend.

Rachel is also not a fan of blowjobs and I have to admit it's my weakness. I also didn't date much or at all in highschool so when Lucila first gave me one I was surprised and enjoyed it fondly. Honestly that was a big part of why we spent Christmas apart is because we fought about it before the end of finals.

I was stressed and just asked her to and she didn't want to. I told her it wasn't a big deal and apparently it was. I thought we were broken up but she sent me a text after I saw Lucy and asked if I got home okay. We chatted that night and talked it through.

I suppose that's how it started, I thought we broke up I assume Lucila thought so too at the time and we just never stopped. I did talk to her about Rachel sometimes and again it didn't seem to bother her. She didn't wear it on her face at all it didn't stop her from giving me blowjobs.

The weird thing about her though is she didn't want to have sex. She had me convinced it would never happen. Even though there was so many times I've wanted to have her and she would just tell me no and take control either using her hand and or mouth and my god she was good at that.

It's May now and Rachel told me she was doing an internship for the summer. I was done with finals and Jameson begged me to come to Luke's engagement party. I kept fiddling with lucilas dress every time I'd pass and I loved to watch it make her blush.

I put my hand at the small of her back as I grabbed a cookie off the desert table "you look really beautiful" I told her and she grabbed at the brownies across from me "trying to earn yourself brownie points?" She asked me looking up at me with her baby blue eyes. She bit into it seductively and I was putty in her hands.

"And if I am?" I question practically drooling she chuckles and walks off. Just add it to another thing she's good at, seduction. I have to keep it lowkey. I look at the soon to be bride and groom. Luke is shooting daggers at me and I see Kim mumble an "ouch" to which Luke unleashes his eye contact and seems to be apologizing to his fiancé.

I always got the vibe the man hated me but honestly I wasn't a fan of him either. He was constantly up lucilas ass and Jameson swears it's the other way around. I wonder if Kim ever found their relationship awkward like what would they have in common?

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I do my secret knock on lucilas door and just as I'm about to turn around figuring she might be sleeping she opens her door up. She's in her night gown with her hair down. "Hey" she smiles as she steps out of the way to let me in.

I jump on her bed she really needs a bigger bed it's twin size so it's so hard for us to cuddle right after. "Did I earn myself any brownie points?" I tease at her while she locks the door.

She sways over to me placing her legs around each side of my torso. "Mm that depends did you want to redeem them?" She questions as she grinds on me. I grab the back of her head with my hand  dragging her into a kiss. She continues her movement which is making it hard to concentrate on kissing her.

"Lucila relax" I pull away holding her hips on my already growing bulge. She smiles going back for a kiss "it doesn't seem like you want me to" she giggles trying to shift in my grip. I just want to enjoy this moment with her and enjoy kissing her without it being so sexual.

"Lucila I'm serious" I tell her sternly this time removing her petite body off me. "You know what fuck you" she snaps and I'm taken back. What the fuck did I do? "You're a real piece of shit just get out of my room" she says pointing to the door. I sit-up on her bed my feet placed on the floor. I grab her hips pulling her into me.

"Lucila what's wrong" I ask her sincerely she looks away almost embarrassed? I've never seen her like this she's always high strung. "Please just get out" she begs and I see a tear roll down her face but she's quick to wipe it away.

I pull her in closer to me and just like clock work her legs wrap around my torso in a more natural way. "Talk to me lu" I tell her rubbing her back. She doesn't say a word but sob into my shoulder and we both don't say a word I just continue to rub her back as she continues to soak my T-shirt.