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Luke Hemmings I was very infuriated with Lucila for making me feel frightened. I was terrified of people finding out about us. I know it's wrong especially for her being so young. I regret ever Persuading her because it wasn't right. She has no control over what I did to her.
She deserves the world with someone her own age. Her dad will kill me when he finds out and honestly I think that's the best way out for me. I just hope I don't hurt her or scar her in anyway. I just want to take care of her.
I remember my first love Gwen she was beautiful inside and out. We were both 17 but we knew each other for years prior. She had goregous blonde locks and memorizing green eyes. I loved her. I loved her flaws and everything about this women. I was sixteen when I found out she had chemo. I remembered her last haircut.
She allowed me to shave her head and she started to cry. She didn't do that much and I couldn't help what came over me but I ran right over my hair with the buzzer. She laughed and I was happy I could do that for her.
I spent the rest of the year with her we were inseparable. She said she didn't want to die a virgin and I said we should wait. I wanted to wait. She deserved a wedding. She deserved a husband. She deserved a life. One night she got sick and it turned out she got a kidney infection. Then later went into kidney failure fast. Thankfully she found a match quickly. She begged me that night to take it because she didn't know how much longer she had to live.
**Flashback** "She's upstairs luke" ms. Willow stated when I walked through her door. I looked up the stair cases and made my way up the steps with my book bag.
"Hey babe how are you feeling?" I asked. I knew the answer, she was paler than the last time I saw her. "I'm okay, can you hand me my water" she whispered reaching towards the table.
The water bottle had a straw in it and I handed it over. "Dinner smells good" I tell her and she nods as I climb into the bed. Her head rest on my chest.
"I'm not really hungry" she states. She was never really hungry anymore. She was getting skinnier day by day.
"Do you remeber the hosptial?" She asked looking up to me and I nod. I don't know where she is going with this.
"Well I'm all healed up and I was wondering" her hand goes on top of my belt loop. There is no way. I heard a click and look down she's unraveling my loop.
"Gwen don't" I tell her and she gulps. I can see her eyes turn lighter and I know whats about to come, tears.
"You don't love me do you?" She questions and it broke my heart. "Gwen of course I do, that's why I'm telling you it's not a good time" yet those words didn't work and she turned her body the other way and started to cry.
"I'm going to die luke and I just want to feel loved in that way" she whimpers and I grab her body close. "I love you Gwen, I just don't want to hurt you" I tell her and she turns her body back to me.
"You won't" she tells me, I witness her shruggle to climb on top of me but I pretend not to notice. As soon as her ass is sitting on my crotch I can't help the bulge that appears. She smiles and I know she's smiling at the fact she can make me hard.
She leans down and kisses me and her lips were chapped from dehydration but I still wanted more. It was slow and I knew I had to control myself. I kept it her speed and felt her shift above me. I moaned.
"You're so hard Luke" she says and I nod. I grab her small hand on my dick "it's all for you" I tell her deepening the kiss. I cradle her before gently dipping her body on her back. I toss over my shirt and pull down my pants.
I look at her in one of my shirts and notice pretty little pink panties on and no pants. She squirms and pulls her shirt down. I gently pin her hands down and lift her shirt up a bit. I kiss her stomach all over leaving wet trails.
I look up and see her eyes are closed. I pulled her underwear off and I hear her let out a breath. I bring my fingers to her folds and she groans. I haven't ever touched anyone in this way. I wasn't really sure what to do.
I placed my thumb rubbing it up and down and I see her bite her lips. Her small hand pulls my hand up higher. She holds my thumb down on a knot almost like a nub and tells her to rub so I do.
"Gentle Luke" she pleads and I do, I place a finger inside and instantly my finger is swormed with warmth. God I couldn't wait to be inside of her. I start to pump "add another I can take it" she begs and I do. I start pumping and I see her grab the sheets on her bed "oh god" she groans and I feel a sense of urgency so I go faster. I feel her clench around my fingers and I couldn't wait to be inside her.
"I want to feel you" she says in between breaths. I take my fingers out and she lets out a gasp. She sits up and watches as I pull down my pants. "Wow" is all she says and my cheeks flush.
"Do you not want to anymore?" I ask her getting ready to pick up my boxers. "No, no I still want you. I'm just scared" she says and I let her know I won't hurt her. "Sit up against your pillows" she turns her body and I get above her. "Are you ready?" I question and she nods.
I rub my dick inbetween her folds and slowly slide it in. "Hold it" she says and I do but fuck I want to just push it in. "Okay go" and she grabs my back "ouch" she whimpers and I stop "are you alright?" And I can feel her wet tears on my bare shoulder. "I'll stop" I tell her and she urges me to continue and with one more push im in and we both gasp.
I slide in and out slowly and she closes her eyes within the third pump she's groaning. Im trying so hard not cum but I know I'm close "Gwen I'm super close" I tell her and she just Hums. Within the third pump im unloading inside her "oh god Gwen " I groan. I kiss her cheek and she smiles.
"Can you help me to the bathroom?" She ask and I nod I throw my boxers and shirt on and Cary her to the bathroom.
I watch her go and her face cringes "you okay?" I ask her and she nods. As she wipes I notice blood. "Do you have your period?" I questions and she shakes her head.
"No it's from my virginity Luke"she let me know and I nod acting like I knew what that meant. "You know how much I love you right Gwen?" And she smiles at me. "Just as much as I love you like" ** Flashback over**
(A/N hey guys I just want to say I'm sorry for the people who read these and I want to thank you. I've been slacking. I'm just tied up with work and college now so idk how long my updates will be)
