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Lucila Grey
I didn't want to be alone and I enjoyed the company of Luke. Jameson should return home tonight since his finals are ending and my dad was only stuck in nyc for an additional three days due to the storm.
Luke told my father that he would watch after me and that he would grab him from the airport tonight. I was working on my paper while Luke braided my hair. I wonder if he did this with Kim after a long day. I haven't heard from Kenny not that I was expecting to but I would have appreciated more of an apology.
I also don't believe Luke has heard from Kim he seems almost relieved in a sense. "Do you know when Jameson will be returning?" He puts the rubber band in my hair along it to him my coller bone and his hand lingers there. He's close enough to my neck that I wonder if he can feel the pulsation of my heart rate. I do miss his touch but I understand how terrible this situation of us has got.
He's old plain and simple and with Kenny it was easy I didn't have to worry about him going off to marry someone else we are still young. I didn't have to worry about him wanting someone more, more older more experienced more pretty or at least that's what I thought.
There's plenty of men my age that I can be either and he will go back to him and oh god he's massaging my shoulders. My body reacts in an arch and suddenly I don't feel so tense. I actually don't feel anything at all.
I was so lost in the enjoyment that I didn't even realize his hand slipping down into my shirt and he was massaging my boob I know I should stop him but I couldn't bring myself to tell him no.
"God Lucila" I hear him groan and with that front door swinging open pulls me out of my trance and gets Luke to take his hand out of my shirt. "Hello" I hear Jameson yell. Luke clears his throat before saying "in here".
"Oh hello, didn't know you'd be here" Jameson says putting his bag down in my father's study. "Just helping Lucila study your father flies in tonight" Luke tells my brother. James nods his head "thanks again for getting him but I don't mind getting him either he's our father after all" James says and honestly he sounded a little hostile. "Also Lucila is 16 I don't know why she needs a sitter" my brother laughs making his way into the kitchen.
Luke lets out a deep breath before crouching down to my level in the chair. "I'm sorry lou i shouldn't have done that." He tells me and I can see the sorrow in his eyes. "I didn't stop you either" I tell him. I can't let him take the full responsibility when I'm not stopping the action either.
I miss his hands and honestly I miss any hands I just want to feel loved a little longer. Whatever like and I have I know is purely sexual but with Kenny he was fulfilling my emotional needs. I don't remember Luke ever really wondering anything about my life or dreams.
"I should get back to Kim I'll grab you at 6 to get to the airport" he tells me and kisses my forehead and just like that reality hits and he goes back to his life while I have to suffer in mine.
