𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣, jack gilinsky ✓

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Jack J ;

   "She left one thing behind, Jack."

   I turned to Vanessa, who pushed a folded piece of paper to me on the coffee table. I walked over there slowly, and picked up the paper.

   When I unfolded it, it had four sections of words. At the beginning it began with:

   Dear Vanessa Erwin, Shawn Mendes, and last but not least Jack Johnson—

   I continued reading the whole letter. This would be the explanation she left. This could be the closure I needed.

   Dear Vanessa Erwin, Shawn Mendes, and last but not least Jack Johnson,

   I didn't mean to leave, but I found it my only choice. I know what they say; running away from your problems isn't the answer. I didn't run away just to run from them; I ran away to figure them out, and I couldn't figure them out with you guys. I know I disappointed you guys too much, being there will just makes things worse. I did think about you when I left, and I have my own individual words for each of you.

   First, Vanessa Irwin, you've been with me since I enrolled into the city mental hospital. I say that like it was the most normal thing in the world. You've defended me, and have been my friend to help me with my problems and enemies. Although there have been some times when you haven't been the friend I wanted. I guess I deserved that.

   Next is, Shawn Mendes, my apartment neighbor I started having a liking for. You were the cute, nice with a dorky-grin kind of guy, and I liked that. I'm sure a lot of people liked that, I sure did. I betrayed you though, and gave you false information about myself. You had every right to be mad at me. I wouldn't be surprised if you hated me even after I left.

   Jack Johnson, the best friend of my ex, whom put me in a mental hospital. After the other Jack and I broke up, you stood by my side. Until I was placed into the hospital, then the Madison facade started. I can't believe I was dumb enough to think you slept with her, and got her pregnant. I am truly sorry for that, especially when I got suicidal during your visit. Those were my dark times, and I pushed you away. It was hard to leave you, I promise, because all this time even when I was hanging out with Shawn, you were the light at the end of my tunnel. You still are even though I'm not where you are.

   I know my disappearance may be stressing all of you; but please don't worry about me. I'm fine, I promise. I've gone to Europe, with half of the money Sam Wilkinson gave us. I won't be specific, but please know I'm safe wherever I am. I love you guys, and I hope to come back when I'm ready.

-Isobel Dixon

   No, with love, like in the letter Jack hid from me. It was just signed off with her name.

   Besides that, the first thing that came to mind was, she had a lot of say to us. I was surprised that she managed to write all of this without Vanessa knowing. I wondered if Vanessa had something to do with this, and maybe she did know she had left, maybe even encouraged it.

   The next thing was Sam Wilkinson did help them escape. I guess it wasn't a surprise. He was their supervisor, and maybe he liked Isobel and Vanessa enough to help them out.

   I folded the letter back up, and tossed it back on the coffee table. She really did leave.

   She also had a thing for me, and that surprised me the most. I never caught on to it, and I had mixed emotions on it. Did I like Isobel? I couldn't now; she left, we couldn't have any interaction now. She was somewhere in Europe by now.

   I wish I could've said just one more thing to her.

   You were the light at the end of my tunnel, too.

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published: august 1, 2015 - 1:49pm
edited: june 14, 2017 - 8:59am

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