He's all yours.

Anger (P31)

Someone's past

One was a vampire the other a werewolf. The chances for us to be mates were low. One was an adult the other a child. Which I was reminded every time we met. However that's only if we were humans. In vampire years he was technically only four years older than me,well from what I understood. One was a male the other... no actually we were both males. The worse thing to have in common, the real issue in my pack. I knew it was never going to work but i still wanted to be by his side.

That was impossible due to us being heirs. I was training to be alpha and he was training to be an elder. Both important jobs that take all of our time and separated us. But the fact was that our duties wasn't the thing that was going to separate us. The fact I knew very well since I was a child was that I was going to have a mate and it better be a female.

So when my mate appeared in front of me, I didn't feel the butterflies. I felt as if hornets were trying to rip me apart .I didn't feel the so called spark, I felt as if I was thrown in the fire. When she kissed me at our wedding , I didn't see fireworks. I saw bombs falling around us, ending my life. I didn't feel the mate bond that others felt , the bond she felt. I knew I could never be with him but she made that knowledge become reality.

I hated her and the child she beared. She was the reason behind my suffering. She was the reason I could not be with the man I loved . She was the reason I became alpha so early. I could no longer use the excuse of leaving to look for my mate when in reality I would visit him. I no longer had an excuse to see him and I knew he could not come to me. So I let the hatred consume me.

It took awhile to get her knocked up. Mostly because I couldn't do it. I could not stand looking at her. She was the complete opposite from the man I craved. I couldn't even pretend it was him. Sadly I still needed an heir and so I took the drugs my father always took before going to  the Blue Crescent pack. I don't remember doing it with her , those drugs helped me see him.

Once the seal was done , I didn't need to see her anymore. So I decided to start my families tradition. I had been against it because I was too busy following my dear vampire but now I craved to be with someone who would actually remind me of him. I waited for her to give birth of course. I didn't want the child to die. He was my son and in all honesty, I didn't want to touch her again.

The moment I heard she was going to labor, I called my friend from the Blue Crescent Pack. I told him that I could finally join the fun and I would be coming that night. He laughed and said he would be waiting. I packed my clothes and headed to the nursery . When I walked in , she was feeding the child. I walked up and the moment I saw him I scorned. He didn't have her skin color , he didn't have mine. He didn't have her face but he carried her gentleness, something that was never carried in our blood. I scorned the moment I realized this and before she could say anything I turned around and left.

When I got to my friend's dungeon , he brought out all the omegas, both genders. To be honest , my vampire was the only male I was ever attracted to . I loved boobs and pussy as much as any straight man. Though the moment I saw one omega I just knew I had to have him.

I stayed there for a whole week. That's how long my paternity leave was anyways. And I used all my break time to be with the omega. After that I would visit often . Mostly the weekends. Disappointedly that omega didn't last. He couldn't take it. He was already weak when I met him and me using him at every chance definitely didn't help.

When he passed I was sadden. I no longer could fantasize about fucking the one man I ever wanted. I stayed home for a month , when suddenly a woman appeared . She looked familiar but I couldn't remember how I knew her. She had a child in her arms, before I could sniff him she purrs "Hello alpha, I have something of yours " she uncovered the child's face and has the child face me. I stood there for a second before a smile creeped on my face.

Yes now I recognized her, I had met her at a ball two years back. Pretty nice fuck. Now this nice fuck showed up with a child who had my face. Who had my smell. Who carried the same wrath that was passed down for generations.  That moment is when I had found a new heir. One that I could actually look at.

I let them move in, she took over some of the Luna responsibilities. The ones she wanted that is. And I began to train my son to be an alpha. Time passed and my friend from Blue Crescent Pack found omegas for me, he knew I had a type . Male omegas with a creamy white tone to them .  A natural pink tint to their lips. The only thing that was hard for him to find was one with white hair so what he did was make them dye and grow out their hair.

I had a great friend who helped me in my lowest times. I still wasn't happy but at least I could get two birds with one stone. I was able to fantasize being inside the man I cherished  and at the same time hurt the woman who created this dilema.

The only thing I had to do left is to make sure he would never find out.

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Hey guys!sorry it's taking me so long to write. I just don't know where to go with my last chapter. I think writhing this chapter will help me come with more ideas. Thank you guys for still reading and waiting!

This is a side story and will be explained later on. I think maybe the third book I'll focus more on this. 

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