it's been about a week of non stop fun when the college boys had to go. that was initially supposed to be connor but now that me and him are both apart of the core we were able to stay.
as much as the boys were annoying and immature I was sad to see them go, especially ethan. He started to be really funny, like really funny. he was always cracking jokes and lightening the mood.
we all gather outside and say our goodbyes, giving each of them a hug. they drive off together and just leave the rest of us. it is now me and connor, layla and alex, cole, trevor, jack luke and quinn. Cole told us the other night that he has a secret girlfriend, haley, so we invited her to the lake hosue for a while, so she's coming up tomorrow. I think it will be nice to have another girl around here.
it has been a full day, making the best of the guys last day. we went to the beach, played some sports, went on the boat, went for a bike ride, and sat around the fire, all in one day. It is safe to say we are exhausted.
I am busy doing my skin care routine in my bathroom when connor knocks on the door, "izzy?" he asks, "come in!" I yell back to him.
He walks into the bathroom and sits on the toilet with the seat on, so that he can still see me without sitting on the ground.
"I wanted to ask you how you're doing?" he says, which is really random and weird.
"I'm doing good, why?" i wonder what's on his mind.
"well, I mean, you never really had time to get over me, and then you got into a relationship with jack, and then you never had time to get over him. and now we're in a relationship again and I just want to check in and see how you're doing mentally." he says, rambling on about this concern for me. I thought it was very cute, how he was concerned about me.
"aww babe, that's so sweet of you to check in. Honestly, I'm doing good. I never had to get over you because I have you now, you're mine again. and with jack, I'm okay. It was hard in the beginning just because I felt bad, but it's been a couple of weeks and I am feeling better, jack looks happy so I'm happy." I have migrated my way onto connors lap so he knows how serious I am.
while he's still trying to process what I just said, I notice his eyes shift down. I am wearing a pretty low cut crop top, and no bra on since its stime for bed.
"hey I see you looking, don't think you're being slick." I laugh at him
"so sue me for having a crush on my own girlfriend!" he throws his arms up in a surrendering motion. "it's not my fault I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world."
the funniest part, he didn't stop looking. you would think after being caught you would make an effort to not stare directly at my boobs, but connor sees no shame in it.
I finish my little routine and me and connor go back to my room, we hardly close the door when connor speaks up again "damn you look so good with that top on."
"oh yeah?" I ask, slowly wrapping my arms around him
"hell yeah."
"wanna see me without it on?" I say in a suggestive tone
"who am I if I say no?" connor starts lifting it up over my head.
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I wake with the weight of a thousand bricks on me, holding me down from getting up.
I guess my squirming and squiggling woke up connor, since the weight was lifted off. he rolled over to the side, so he was now on my side, but still holding me tight.
i lift my eyemask off of my eyes to see a shirtless connor beside me, still half asleep. "babe wake up," he doesn't move and inch, "I smell breakfast..." that gets him up. I have never seen that boy shoot up so quickly.
"breakfast? Let's go." he gets out of bed and look at me like I'm a crazy person for not immediately jumping out of bed too.
I put my the rest of my clothes back on and me and connor make our way down. "hey there's no breakfast down here?" he says with an accusing look.
"I know" I smile and kiss his cheek. He is stood still in the kitchen, not moving a muscle as I walk towards the living room, plopping down on the couch next to layla.
"how was you're night last night?" she asks me with a grin plastered on her face.
"I mean it was good, why?" I ask confused
"oh yeah, you look like you had a great night!" she giggles, waiting for me to get the hint
"wait what?" I ask starting to catch on
"you have that sex glow," she says getting up of the couch and walking towards the kitchen.
"ew oh my god guys please don't talk about that, there are kids in our presence," Trevor looks at Luke, trying to shoo him away
"I'm freaking 21?" Luke shouts, in disbelief that he was called a kid.
"sounds like a child to me" Trevor shrugs his shoulders completely unbothered of the new enemy he made.
"you're like only 3 years older than me! you cannot call me a child."
the two argue back and forth while I make my way over to Connor, I press up against his bare back, wrapping my arms around his body.
"what's in the plans for today?" I ask Connor, resting my head on his shoulder.
"Well I'm going golfing with an old pal today so we can do something in the evening?" he vaguely states
"oh, who's this old pal?" I ask all confused, and a little bit concerned
"oh you wouldn't know him, but trust me, it's not what i know you think it is." he tries to reassure me but it's not working the way he's hoping, but I trust him so I guess it's okay?
"oh, okay." I say walking back to the couch, a bit annoyed that he didn't talk to me about it before making plans.
"layla? wanna hang out on the boat together today?" it would help me take my mind off of connor.
"oh uh sorry, me and alex are," she pauses for a sec, "we're going shopping for the day!" she looks over at a very confused alex
"we are?" he questions her,
"Yes" she says through gritted teeth
I have a feeling something is going on here, and I wouldn't be crazy to think that either, he's cheated on me before, whats to stop him from cheating again?
Connors pov
it's hard to find something nice to wear for today when my whole closet looks the same, black t-shirts and athletic shorts.
today is a big day and I know no one's really gonna be seeing my outfit but I still want to look good.
I find a nice black linen shirt to wear and pair of white dress pants and I make my way to our meeting spot.
I'm leaning against the wall scrolling Instagram when I get the text,
Layla
I'm here
connor
coming
layla
cant wait ;)
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