Poolverine/Deadclaws oneshots

Come back...please?

Wade couldn't do it anymore. None of it. He stood atop the rooftop of his and Logan's apartment complex.
Spinning the ring on his finger. He contemplates, should he jump? Should he just end it, end all the misery?
He thought of Logan.
He knew he had to make his decision quickly, cause otherwise Logan would appear.
Wade had written a note. Explaining that he was sorry and that he truly loved Logan.
He had been planning this for days. Weeks. Months. He had no clue, how long. All he knew was that he had written notes for everyone. Apologising, and thanking them all for everything.
There was one for, Althea, Colossus, Yukio, Ellie, Peter, too many names that I've forgotten and the largest letter. The one he wrote for his lover, his husband. Logan.
Wade hovered his foot over the ledge, he had a collar. One that could cancel his healing. He would finally be able to die this time. No more internal suffering.
After taking a deep breath.
The decision had been made.

-------------.

Logan then arrived home.
"Wade?"
He called out, wondering why his husband hadn't already greeted him.
"Darlin'?"
He called out again after not having received an answer.
Logan drops his stuff at the door as he searches the apartment. It doesn't take long for him to spot the note on the kitchen table.
"Loggy.
I love you so much, and I'm sorry I'm writing this in a note and not speaking to you. I just can't do this anymore.
I stole one of those collars that dulls my healing ability from the place we blew up.
I'm going to end all my suffering.
You made everything worth it, I love you and I wish I could love you more than I feel the will to die. And I'm sure I could. I just don't know if I can make myself live long enough to see the day. Again, I'm so sorry and I love you so much.
I'm gonna try to do it before you get back, but in case not, I'll be on the roof.
Logan was stunned.
He knew Wade struggled, he had helped him.
He just didn't realise he had gotten bad again.
He's such a shit husband.
He thinks to himself as he clutches onto the note tightly, his knuckles white as he swings open the door to the roof and he searches for his scarred husband's bald head.
He spots it.
As it slips off the roof.
He was too late.
He quickly rushes over, only to see Wade's body contorted on the pavement below.
Logan jumps down, landing next to the body of his husband.
Logan quickly uses his Wolverine strength to pry off the collar, to try and keep Wade alive.
"Come on Wade...please baby stay with me."
Logan begs, his eyes watering as he checks the younger man's pulse.
Wade's breathing is shallow and his heart rate is slow. Yet, it's there. He isn't dead. Logan won't let him die...will he succeed?
_____________________________

510 words

Hey!
So, a really cheery one today guys!
I hoped you enjoyed it uhm...so this may get a part 2 if you want one...and should he die or survive? I guess we'll see, I've been in an angst mood due to reading atyd and so yeah!
Anywho have a lovely rest of your life,
Love Lexi xx ♡