Nauseous- Conan Gray

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Logan's pov:
The camera pans to Logan's face.

'You just wanna dance~
Feels like our final act, you're holding my hand.
My mind sees a grizzly trap.'
I danced with you almost every chance I got.
It's the last thing we did. My hand on your waist, the other holding your own scarred hand. We danced like life was to end that night...it's too bad I didn't guess what would happen next.

'I know you I've seen you, I've watched you around everyone trusts you they love you out loud.'
All of our friends agree, that you're the kindest person to ever walk beside me. You care deeply for those you love, and I feel as though I know everything there ever was to know about you.

'You won't hurt a fly but we're flying up now and all that comes up, well it's got to come down.'
You would never hurt an innocent life. I know that. And I trust that. I trust you. But I also know, that life isn't kind and someday we will have to fly up, and we may never come back. And also, we may have to do it alone.

'Your love is a threat and I'm nauseous, scares me to death how I want it, It's not common sense cause I'm haunted by people who've left, yeah you scare me to death, yeah you scare me'
I'm not used to loving someone the way I love you, and honestly? It's fucking terrifying knowing you'll probably be ripped away from me like everybody else.

'With people before, they left like a falling floor.
And there as I soared, I vowed to be never more, too trusting, and loving, depending, and kind.'
I know how this works. The person I love gets taken when I least expect it and life has finally gotten good again. I vowed myself that I'd never get attached, I vowed that I'd never be vulnerable. Yet you broke that vow for me, by being an adorably insufferable bald bastard.

'Behind every kiss is a jaw that could bite, and maybe that's why I feel safe with bad guys, because when they hurt me, I won't be surprised.'
I knew. I knew it. I fucking knew it.
Life sucks and hates everyone, I knew loving you would kill me inside and I was correct. One hundred percent correct.
I'm sorry Wade, I love you.
I still love you, and I forever will.
The camera pans from Logan's face, a gravestone comes into view, the engraving says,
"My beloved,
Wade Winston Wilson.
A cherished husband, son, father, and friend to many. He will be missed, and his heroic acts will always be remembered."
A tear drops to the dry ground, a dark spot forms.
"I promised you I wouldn't cry...I'm sorry..."
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475 words
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my apologies its sad and is probably awful I may have to redo it if you guy's don't like it which is fine, it is currently 02:22 in the morning as I finish this lmao, so just let me now and I'll rewrite this if needs be!
But anyway I hope this was readable and you have a great life!!
Love you,
Lex xx

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