Madeline's POV
It's been almost a month since I've heard from Calum.
I haven't really said a word to Mali or Kai this whole time.
I heard whispering from the room next door and I really had nothing better to do.
I know it's rude to eavesdrop but I'm curious so it's whatever.
"It's like she went completely insane!"
"Do you remember what Cal said? That she had that hallucination disorder?"
"I know we have to take her somewhere."
Kai and Mali.
I should of known what was going on.
Calum's not going to come back for me.
He thinks I'm insane, he never cared.
I only trusted him to know about my disorder.
I grabbed my shoes and looked down at the ground from my window.
"It's not that far" I whispered.
I jumped taking the risk.
Soon enough pain struck my leg, making it harder for me to walk.
I looked down at my foot, I probably twisted my ankle.
I struggled to get to my car from where I landed.
Then I realized that the keys were inside.
I sat down on the ground sighing, It's like I completely gave up.
I broke down right then and there.
Soon enough I saw Mali and Kai rushing towards me.
"Maddie, it's going to be alright. We're going to take you to a Psychiatric Ward, we'll get you help. We're going to let Calum know, okay?" Mali said, struggling to pick me up by herself.
"No! Don't!" I yelled, squirming to get them to let go.
"But you are insane, you need this help"
The voices came back.
"I'm not insane! Leave me alone!"
My vision was getting blurry.
"I need Calum!"
Everything was sounding more and more faint.
"Please don't take me ther-"
Everything was dark.
I remember this place, I've been here before.
It's like I'm passed out and I'm dreaming but everything is real.
It doesn't make any sense, but that's how it's supposed to be.
I don't understand it anymore, images of me stabbing Destiny and lighting her on fire come to mind.
But I didn't do it, what's going on?
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A/n: I'm really sorry that I haven't updated this book in months. I've been very busy working on some other things I've wrote but I promise I'll update more frequently now.

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