I can't believe it (TMNT fanfiction)

1. Why?!

Leonardo

Flasback one week ago

I was in the dojo when master Splinter came in. He didn't notice me and continue to walk to go sit in front of the tree. I don't know why but lately he acts stange. Yesterday, he said to Mikey that he was stupid and that he was a really bad fighter. I know that Michelangelo isn't the best fighter on the team but you don't say that mostly when you're his sensei!

"Sensei, are you all right?" I ask with a little bit of hestitation in my voice. "I'll be when you will be dead" he saids with a little laugh at the end of his sentence. Ok, now I'm scare of my one father. I slowly took one steep backwards and I grap my katana just in case he will atack me.

"You're so stupid Leonardo. You're not a leader and I don't even know why you call yourself a ninja. You're no more than a freak." His words hit me more than you can even think. "WHY? WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT?!" I scream with rage in my voice. "Because that's the true." He said simply.

Suddently, he gets up and starts walking toward me. I panic because master Splinter is the best fighter I know with Shredder. I have no chance to beat him! "Are you scare my son?" He laugh. Obvioulsy I'm scare but I didn't answer to his question because I know that he knows the answer anyway.

He starts attacking me by poushing me into the dojo door so everyone can see what master Splinter do to me. I hear Raph scream and Mikey who starts to panic. Eveything after that happen so fast that I can even remember it.

End of the flasback

Since then we have no more sensei and I'm the only one who suppose to lead the team. In the past master Splinter gave me some advices and it was easy to lead but now I'm alone.

Donnatello pass his days in his lab to do some strange sientific stoof. He's oubviously really stress because of what happen and the science helps him to pass trough it.

Michelangelo pass his days in front of the TV or in his room. I hate when he didn't make some strange jokes... He looks so sad that Splinter is gone but no one can help it so he has to live with the fact that the last thing that Sensei told him was "you're a bad figher and you're stupid."

Raphael is really furious. I know that he's always like that but since the incident he's not himself. He stays all day in his room and when he gets out he screams all the time and nobody know why.

Personally, I need to be strong for my brothers but that's really dificult. Master Splinter was the only one who knows what to say to help me to be a better leader. I pass my day in the living room, in my room or in the dojo. The dojo scares me but in the same time I feel safe in it.

"Leo?" Someone gets me out of my though as I was in my bed. I look up to see who it is. Donnie was standing in front of me. "What?" I ask to the techni-turtle. "I just want to see if you're fine." He asks.

I forget to say that Splinter hurts me at my left hand. I have a taping to protect it from anything.

"Yeah Don I'm fine. It's just a hand you know" I said with a little smile that he returns me. "Okay then continue to do whatever you was doing" He saids as he close my door's room.

Maybe I should do something else than thinking about sensei. He was gone for good and I can't help it. I suppose that this isn't my fault so I need to stop thinking about him. At least, I need to try.

I get out of my room to see what the others are doing. No one was there so I'm guessing that Mikey and Raph are in their room and Donnie is in his lab. I walk towards the living room and I sit on the couch. Then I oppen the TV and put Space Heroes, the best show in the universe.

When the episode finish I just watch the news and I fall alseep there. That's not a really good idea to watch the TV at 2 in the morning if you don't want to fall asleep.

I'm in the dojo with Master Splinter who's sit in front of the tree. When he notices that I'm in there with him, he gets up and walks towards me with an evil smile on his face. I try to run away from him but the dojo's door is lock. I turn around and the last thing I see is his blade in my chest.

"NOOOO" I yell in panic. That was just a nighmare Leo. The same nightmare that I do every night. I hate it because it fells to real and seriously who loves doing nighmare? Nobody. I sit down om the coutch with my legs on my chest.

I hear some foot steps approching the living room. Maybe it's Splinter. Oh my good what do I do?! I can attack him? No I will kill me before I can do anything. I don't know what to do! I'm sure that this is Splinter! I close my eyes in fear.

When I finally open my eyes, I see Mikey. "Ah Mikey. I love you." I said as I put him into a hug. "Humm are you ok? I heard you scream and I though that Spli..." He starts but I cut him before he can finsh. "Yeah I'm fine. Just a nighmare...Tanks bro"

He smiles at me and returns to his room. Personnaly, I stay there because I don't want to sleep anymore tonight. I close the TV and I sit on the floor because right now, all I want to do is meditate.

So! Was it good? I know that i do a lot of mitakes but who cares?! Next chapter coming soon :) i hope... That chapter was sooooo long to wrote!! I'm really bad in english but I want to be better so this I why I'm writing this story... Anyway!

Byee little unicorn;)