I can't believe it (TMNT fanfiction)

20. Just like Splinter

Raphael

Leo is already asleep and it's like 10 o'clock pm. Ok, I know it's late but not for me. My brother looks so weird when he sleeps. He looks like a baby... It's been 10 minutes that I look him and I realize that he talks in his sleep. By the way, that's very annoying. Right now, I can guess that he's doing a nightmare because he says "stops" and "don't hurt them" every minute.

Okay, now I'm very tired and with my brother who's doing a conversation with himself, it's not easy to sleep. I get up and I walk outside the room to go sleep on the couch. I lay down there and I close my eyes.

I'm in a little room with no windows. I'm in a total darkness and I'm tie to something cold, like a chair or something that looks like that. I'm alone and I don't know why I'm here.

"Raph?" I hear somebody says. "Yeah?" I answer. "It's me Casey!" He tells me. "Man Casey! Where are you bro I can't see you!" I ask. His voice suddenly change when I say those words. "I'm nowhere Raph. I'm alone. You let me in the city while you went away. Now Raphael Hamato, I'm nowhere, because of you!" He tells me angrily. "Just tell me where you are and... And I will go get you." I say sadly. "No, I told you. I'm nowhere Raph. Nowhere."

Suddenly, a door that I didn't notice before, open. "RAPHAEL!" Somebody screams my mame. "Leo?" I ask. "WHAT DID YOU DO?! CASEY WILL DIE!" He screams. "that isn't my fault. It's your fault too." I replied. "I'm nowhere Raph. Nowhere."  Casey says. "IT'S YOU FAULT RAPHAEL HAMATO!!" Leo screams.

I wake up at 6 o'clock. I never get up that early. I stretch before I get up and I walk to my room to see Leo. When I get in, Leo was on the ground, meditating. I slowly get back, hoping that he didn't hear me. "Good morning." Leo says. I sigh and I enter in the room. "Good morning..." I answer. "What's bothering you?" He askes me without opening his eyes.

How could he knows that something is bothering me? He looks just like Splinter. That's what I hate about him. "Last night, you were doing a nightmare. What was it about?" I return the question back because I don't want to explain everything wrong with my life. I don't want him to know that I'm worrying about Casey.

"You didn't answer my question" he says. "Same to you." He sighs before he starts. "Well, we were still in the dojo and Splinter was..." His voice broke a little and he looks back at me. His eyes was darker than before, so I know that he's angry.

**flashback
I notice that when I was a child. Leo was really angry at me because I trow is katana like a knife and I broke it. He told me "Look at me Raphael Hamato. Look at me in the eyes." I remember that I was doing everything possible to not fall in laughter. But when I look at him, his eyes weren't an ocean blue. They were a dark blue like the room color that me and Leo sleeps in. I immediately lost my little smile. "Hmm Leo.. Your eyes aren't the same color then before." I said. "Well, it's because I'm really angry!! I'm going to say that to Splinter!" And he had ran away.
End of this flashback**

"And Splinter was making fun of you three..." He explains. I didn't answer. "And you. What is bothering you?" He askes. "Casey." I simply say. "He can take care of himself." He says. "But what if he's in danger? We need to go get him." His eyes were already more lighter them before. He looks at me and he closes his eyes, probably thinking.

"I'm going to search his mind." He says with hesitation. "You can do that?! Splinter told us it takes years and years of practice before..." I start but he cuts me off. "I know but I can do it. Splinter was saying it's a gift..." He says. "And why didn't you tell us you can do that?" I ask. "Because I always think it wasn't a gift but more like a curse..." He says. "Why?" I ask "I can't control it... Splinter could because he isn't born with it like I did. I never know when a spirit or a mind gets into me.." He explains calmly.

"So it explains the things in the dojo." I say. He opens his eyes. "I never think about it before... It's been a while since I didn't get a spirit..." He says. "You talk about it like it was normal." I say. "Raph.. I'm borm with it. It's been 15 years that I read lost mind..." He explains.

The declaration of my brother explains so much thing. He had passed entire weeks with Splinter so maybe they where training his power? Can I say it's a power? Probably not. It explains how he knows us so well. It explains his calm everytime something bad happen. It explains his way to see the world differently...

"Did you find it?" I ask. "No. It takes time and a technique that I didn't master yet. I only got it one time." He explains. "But I'm pretty sure I will find him." He adds. "Okay so..." I walk to the door but he stops me. "Stay here. Maybe you can lead him to us" he says. "And how am I suppose to do that?" I ask. "Sit on the bed and don't move." He orders. I didn't answer and did what he says.

LEO HAS SOME POWER!!! Okay.

Hello:) I really hope you like this chapter and.. Yeah!

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