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Chapter 42

Chapter 42

Nadia

I wake up in the morning, and I'm still a bit sore. Last night was phenomenal, and he said he loved me. I didn't say it back. Not yet at least, the feelings are there, but the words got stuck in my throat. James continued to make love to me during the night, in the sweetest way possible, and giving me a lot of aftercare each time. My favorite has to be the tub though. I give a shiver just thinking about it, and I notice that James is wrapped around me protectively. He's barely awake, but I can see those piercing blue eyes starting to drowsily open up and he cracked a smile when he looked at me.
"Good morning, baby doll" he says, his voice a little gravelly from lack of sleep.
"Good morning, love" I sigh happily, and I shimmy in his arms, trying to move away.
"Where do you think you're going?" he asks, fully awake and alert now.
"I need to pee, and make breakfast" I give a shy smile.
"I'll go get started on breakfast" he grabs a handful of my ass, running his fingers over the cellulite and he groans loudly. "I could get used to this" he hums as he kisses my mate mark, and I feel a thrill run though me. His lips find mine, and I shiver again in delight. We fight for dominance in the kiss, and I'm about to give in and ask him to stay in bed with me the whole day. I've never had someone so attuned to wants and needs, and loving the curves and love handles. I'm a size twenty six, so I know I'm big. But he doesn't care, he seems to worship every inch of me.
"You'd better go" James pulls back. "I won't be able to hold back much longer."
"I don't really want to go," I admit softly.
"It's the bond, I'm going into a rutt. Next time I won't be as gentle" he warns me.
"What's a rutt?" I ask him, wondering what he's experiencing right now.
"It's where I can't hold back, and I'll be making love to you constantly until you're pregnant with my pups" he explains.
"But, it's very hard for me to get pregnant" I flush. "I have PCOS, or polycystic ovarian disease. It's why I gained so much weight so quickly when I was a teenager" I admit.
"I have faith in us, and I'll send a few prayers to the moon goddess to bless us. And if we can't have pups, we will just have lots of sex, and adopt a pup of our own" he grins then nuzzles into the side of my neck, peppering kisses everywhere his lips touch.
"I've always wanted a big family" I admit softly. "Like maybe three or so children" I groan as he nips at my mate mark again.
"We can start with three," he chuckles softly before he starts sucking softly on the mate mark and I can feel myself getting dripping wet. But I have to work, so I have to stay focused. I pull away long enough to kiss his mate mark I made last night and I pull away. His eyes seem laser focused on me, and he's rock hard beside me.
"My bladder is screaming" I joke and get out of bed, grabbing a robe and wrapping it around me.
"I smell something more than that" he grins and gets out of bed, following me. "But I should feed you" he gives in.
"Thank you" I giggled and ran to the bathroom.

While in the bathroom I took a quick shower since I'm pretty sure I smell like sex still. I did my makeup and went to my bedroom to pick out a sunflower dress to wear to work. I can see the mark on my good shoulder, while the bullet wound is an ugly pink scar with a scab. I clean the wound and add gauze before putting on a yellow cardigan. I put on my trusty Birkenstocks and head downstairs to see James in a pair of jeans, no shirt and sockless. He looks relaxed in the kitchen with soft country love songs playing from my tablet. He's made blueberry pancakes, with a fruit platter and his signature chocolate dip to go with it. The table looks almost like art from my perspective. The muscles in his back move under his skin as he dances to the music. As though sensing me, he looks over his shoulder at me and he licks his top lip before he winks.
"Hey baby doll, you look good enough to eat" he looks at me hungrily.
"So do you" I practically purr. My panties are getting damp already with the heat of his gaze.
"Come here," he gives a soft order and I go to him. He picks up a strawberry and dips it in the chocolate dip before bringing it to my lips. I take a bite, and lick his fingers sensuously. He looks at me hungrily, and my eyes betray me by looking down and seeing him straining against his jeans.
"Maybe breakfast can wait" he says, his tone saying more than words.
"You have five minutes" I say, unbuttoning his jeans. I take off the cardigan and almost skip to the living room where I put my hands on the back of the big comfy chair and pull the back of my dress up. I need him as much as he needs me. He follows me like a predator, and growls when he sees I'm wearing my pink lace panties. Without hesitation, he wraps his arms around me from behind, and starts sucking on the mate mark which makes me dripping wet. He fondles my breasts a bit harshly, finding my nipples and tweaking them. I can feel his erection pressing against my panties, and I have to wonder if he's going to take them off of me, or if he's just going to brush them aside. I don't have to wonder long before he pushes my legs further apart and he uses his hand to push my panties to the side and he swiftly enters me to the hilt. There was no hesitation this time, just primal need. He bites down on the mate mark again and I cry out in delight. He's moving at an almost bruising pace, but I love it. I want more of it. I take one of his hands from my breast and start sucking on his fingers as though it were his cock.
His other hand reaches under my dress and starts toying with my clit, pushing my panties to the side even more. At this point they are stretched and probably headed for the garbage. I feel the coil of my orgasm snap and I cry out before he lets out a roar and releases inside of me and I feel the knot again.

James

"Sorry, baby doll" my voice comes out raspy after bellowing so loudly. Fang had come through a bit on my vocal chords and I'm pretty sure they heard us downstairs. I stop toying with her clit as she milks my cock and knot, and start peppering her mate mark and back with kisses. "You did so good for my baby" I coo to her. She hums, slumping slightly against the chair.
"Anything for you" she hums. Her phone rings from the kitchen, but I can't move and neither can she. It might be one of her friends from downstairs checking to see if she's okay. I'm hoping they don't just show up at the door. "Don't worry, if it's important, they'll call back" she tells me, a balm to my nerves. She takes my hand and kisses the back of it, but stays in position. I want to slap myself in the head for giving into my primal urges. Her breakfast is going to be cold.
We wait until the knot is done, and I pull out and then fix her panties and dress. She turns and gives me a kiss on the lips which makes me want to start making love to her all over again. She grins at me and sashays her hips as she goes back to the kitchen and sits down. I tuck myself back into my pants and zip up my fly and button my jeans before following her. I take the pancakes and put them into the microwave and warm them up before presenting them to her again. She giggles, and I notice she's eaten half the fruit and dip already. I chuckle and push more portions at her before sitting down.
We eat in silence, sharing secret smiles across the table. I feel a pang in my chest. I want her again.
"Are you going to work today?" she asks as we put the dirty dishes in the sink. All the food is finished and I start on dishes while she puts the rest of the condiments back in the fridge.
"Under duress" I grumble, thinking of the day ahead of me, and consequently away from her.
"Is the big scary Alpha afraid of being away?" she asks teasingly.
"Of course I am," I admit. "But, you have one of my best warriors downstairs as your personal bodyguard until I get back," I turn my head to look at her. She's simply breathtaking, and I need her all over again. I feel the overwhelming need to carry her upstairs and lick her pussy until she's screaming from too many orgasms, and even then, I'm not sure I'd be satiated. I also want inside her all over again, to feel her walls milking me dry. She could ask me for anything, and I'd find a way to give it to her.
"We need to head downstairs soon to at least have coffee before the day starts" Nadia says, her voice is a balm to my soul. I give a subtle sniff and she smells like me, and also like those flowers she seems to love so much downstairs.
"I'll be done in a moment" I hurry back with my task. She's distracting, but a good distraction. She checks her phone and giggles before turning music back on again. At some point my music stopped playing, but I was only playing it because she seems to love it so much. She plays music almost constantly when she can, just one more thing to love about her.
"I'm just going to freshen up" she says, and hurries upstairs with Melody in her arms. It gives me a moment to finish up with the dishes, and I unplug the sink and make sure all suds all off the dishes that are on the drying rack. I wipe off my hands and glance at her phone that she left open and there's a few text messages from both Jacob and Jenny in a group chat laughing and saying to keep it down. Nadia wrote back a resounding "No" in response and they laughed at it. I grinned. I didn't think she'd be so cheeky. She comes back downstairs and I can tell she's changed her panties, as well as fixed her hair and makeup. Melody is in her arms again, and for once, I'm jealous of a cat. The curls in her hair bounce as she walks towards me to give me a soft kiss on the lips, but I need so much more. There's just not enough time in the morning for me to do what I truly want to do.
"You said you loved me last night" she says, her blue eyes dancing as she smiles up at me.
"I meant it" I tell her honestly, because without a doubt, I am irrevocably in love with this woman.
"I love you too" she smiles, setting down the cat and I pull her into my arms and kiss her the way I mean it. I love her, she is my moon in the night, my sunlight in the day. She is the grass in the meadows I like to wander in that brings me peace, and the water that rejuvenates me. There is nothing more I want than to stay here all day with her in my arms.
"I'll love you forever, and beyond that" I swear to her, and kiss her again, because goddess knows, I don't know if I'll last a full day without being inside her again.