Now You Want Me (UNDER EDITING)

Chapter 21

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I'm currently freaking out while my mate is trying to calm me down. Why would they want to take my brother instead of me? Is it because he's the Beta and really close to the Moon Goddesses' daughter? Well, that's obviously the answer, but the even bigger question is how long are they planning to keep him alive?

Oh, I hope Brian is okay. I mean, he's obviously not okay, he's been kidnapped. Okay, I'm not helping this situation.

"How long has he been kidnapped?" Chase asks, worried for his Beta and best friend.

"For about 4 hours, Alpha Chase." My father, Damien, answers.

"Four hours? How come we are being notified about this now? Seriously, it's not that hard to come and notify us that our Beta and close friend was kidnapped." I say, clearly upset.

"We're going home, it's not safe for you to be out here Christina." Christina? Doesn't sound half bad coming out of his mouth. I don't protest because it's true.

It's not safe here anymore," Are you guys coming with us?" I ask.

"No, they're not." I give Chase a confusing glance and he mouths to me the words 'Trust me'.

"Oh, it's alright we'll be staying in a nearby hotel. We'll see you tomorrow sweet heart." My mother, Flora, says.

I nod, grabbing a hold of Chase's hand and guiding him out the door. Once we are in the car, I turn to him," Why aren't you letting them come home with us?" I question with a frown.

"They might be helping the enemies. I mean, we just found out that they're alive once Brian was kidnapped." He has a point.

"Do you think that some of the pack members are helping? We need to interrogate each and every one of them. Friend or not." I look up to see Chase gazing at me weirdly. What?

"You're a great Luna." I smile at him. What am I supposed to do, blush and look away? No that's too cliche. I bet he was going for cliche, too bad.

"Thanks, you're not a bad Alpha either. Now keep your eyes on the road." I say. What a way to ruin a moment. Great job, Christie, you're an idiot.

"After we get Brian back, I'm expecting a date." He suddenly says.

"A date?" I say out loud.

"You know, it's when two people like each other and go out and have fun and get to know each other." He explains to me.

"I know what a date is! It's just that, you and me on a date? Never in a million years would I have thought it'd happen." I say truthfully. I mean he did reject me, but besides that I just never thought about it.

"Oh." That's all he said on the ride home. I made him upset, didn't I? I didn't mean it in a bad way, I guess he interpreted it the wrong way. Once we got to his room, I turned to him.

"Hey, I'm sorry-"

"It's okay, I mean what should have I expected? For you to run into my arms the moment you see me? It's fine really." Chase says, showing no emotion whatsoever.

"I never declined your offer. I just said that I wouldn't have thought of us hanging out or dating. I didn't think that it would upset you." I say frowning.

He lets out an irritated growl," You don't get it, do you? I'm mad at myself! I've been nothing but a jerk to you most of the time I've known you. I feel completely guilty and I will forever be guilty for treating you in such a horrid way. Most of all for rejecting you, we need each other and I realized it the day you left. I tried to ignore the pain on my chest by drinking, sex, smoking. It just lessened the pain a little, either way the pain was always there." He finishes, his voice slightly cracking.

"Why didn't you come looking for me?" I question him softly.

"I thought that you wouldn't want me." His voice is barely audible, but I manage to hear him.

"That's bullshit. Those past years, that's all I wanted. I needed you Chase. I went through heat last year and I didn't have you next to me, helping me. I locked myself in the room, hoping you'd come or that we'd find each other again, but I'm glad that I have you now, and that's all that matters." I say. I look into his eyes, and lean in slowly, unsure of what I'm doing. I've had a boyfriend, but we acted like normal friends. Every time he would want to kiss me, I'd turn away, feeling guilty that it wasn't Chase.

Chase decided for me instead, for us. He held my face with his hands and pulled me into a kiss. My first kiss. Our lips molded against each other perfectly, moving slowly, not wanting this moment to end. He pulls me closer, not leaving any space between us. I tug at his hair, earning a growl of pleasure.

We pull apart, breathing heavily, and he looks at me with a glint in his eyes.

"I hope you know this isn't going to be the last of this." Oh boy.

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I embarrassed myself today at the grocery store, ugh. I saw my crush, and I've known him since the second grade, and I wore this really ugly shirt and some pants. We're going to the same high school now (he's a grade older than me, I'm freshman now and he's a sophomore), so it's all good haha! Stay tuned for when my new book comes out.

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