Dying on the inside || Lashton

6

Ashton was so confused. Everyone was either mad at him for it or sad about it. It wasn't that big of a deal. It's not like he's dead.

Slice.

One, two, three, four, five, six. Six beads. It bubbled over, and dropped down.

Ashton watch as blood ran down his arm.

Stop. Look at what you're doing. Everyone said not to. You're so disobedient. He thought to himself. He grabbed paper towels and wiped his arm up.

Ash examined the 8 red marks on his arm. He sighed, looking how long and deep they looked. This wasn't the best idea.

He came out of the bathroom of the hotel room.

Luke was still asleep.

Good, at least you didn't wake him. Ashton's mind yelled at him. He sighed, climbing into Luke's bed instead of his own.

Luke opened one of his eyes from the movement and smiled.

"Hey, come here." Luke pulled ashton into his arms and smiled.

The boys fell asleep together, feeling better than they did when they were alone.

~*~

When ashton woke up, luke was still asleep. He laid there in his arms, content. He smiled to himself, letting out a breath.

He stared at luke, taking in every detail of his face.

Finally, luke woke, and looked right at ashton. Ashton got butterflies for a minute, but relaxed in Lukes arms.

"Morning boo." He murmured.

Ashton got up, and went into the bathroom with skinny jeans, a tshirt and a sweatshirt.

The first thing he did was check his wrist.

He grimaced, looking at how bad they looked. It was a blessing that where they were performing tonight was cold. He could wear a sweatshirt all day without anyone suspecting anything.

He pulled on his clothes, and then ruffled his hair into shape. He put on his fake smile and looked at himself in the mirror. He sighed, not happy with the way he looked. He shook his head, and walked out of the bathroom to find a wild luke without pants on.

"Um... Where are your pants lucas?"

Luke looked up like a deer caught in headlights. "I-I don't know, I can't find the right pair."

"Just put on some pants, looser." Ash laughed.

Luke pulled on a pair of pants.

Ashton giggled, looking at luke.

"Hey, be nice." Luke pouted.

"Sorry." Ashton laughed. "Nice morning wood though."

Lukes eyes widened and he looked down. "Shit." He said.

Ashton burst into giggles and luke tried to take care of his little issue.

"What, do you wanna take care of it?" Luke laughed.

"Maybe I do, maybe I don't." Ashton responded, leaving the room to go find cal and mikey.

These boys were quite the interesting group.

But you already knew that.