Brett

Leaving

I walked into my room with tears falling down my cheeks.

"Add's?" Scott whispered then walked over to me. He sat down next to me on the bed. "I heard your argument with Brett. He's wrong. He knows that you tried but he's still having trouble understanding it all. They were really close and he was so young. The way he died was terrible but he also needs to understand that bringing it up and making you feel worse is only breaking you to." He explained. I nod looking out the window.

"I just don't understand." I said calmly. I wiped the tears off my cheeks and slowly inhaled.

"You're too calm for this." Scott says quietly. "No one would be this calm about this situation."

"Well I guess I'm used to it now." I said quietly not moving my gaze. He sighs and turns towards me, making me look at him.

"You have to talk to him. Text him, call him, tell him to come over, something. I don't care, you two need to talk this through."

"You sound like such a girl right now." I said looking up at him and he smiled.

"I need to. You two love each other, a lot and I'd hate for something like this to split you to up."

"I'm not breaking up with him because he's treating me like this. I'm not breaking up with him at all because he needs me, and believe or not I need him. All of this is on Brett right now." I explained.

"Well what about you?" He asks. "What about your feelings? He's making you cry Add's, and trust me if I knew that you wouldn't beat the shit out of me, I'd beat him for making you this way but I'm not because I know you'd kill me."

"I'm fine Scott, I just need some time to think and try to help him get better. Maybe he needs to go to a support group or something." Scott shrugged.

"Maybe. I say we start looking around, then go from there." Scott says and I nod.

"If that's what we've got to do then we'll do it." I sniffled then rubbed my nose.

"Okay good." He says and kisses the top of my head. "Now, you're going to text Brett and I'm going to call and order pizza for us." He gets off my bed.

"I love you Scotty." I whispered and he turned around and smiled at me.

"I love you to Add's." He walked out of my room and I grabbed my phone. I clicked on Brett and I's old messages then began typing away.

Even when I'm angry at you, you're still the person I want to hug. Even when you hurt me with your words, I wanna hear your voice. Even when I'm crying my eyes out because of you, you're still the only one I turn to. Why? Because I love you Brett. I'm just trying to help you and you aren't making this easy. I tried Brett. I tried to bring him back and you know that, I don't know why you're having such a hard time with keeping it to yourself because you're hurting me worse than I'm already hurt. I feel guilty enough and you're just adding onto it. I'm not letting go Brett but if thats what you want then fine.

I clicked send and locked my phone, throwing it on my bed. I leaned backwards and my head hit the pillows as I sigh escaped my mouth. I sat up and grabbed my laptop, opening it up. I clicked on Safari and typed in 'Support Groups in Beacon Hills' then scrolled through. I went back up at the top and clicked on the first link it pulled up.

I carefully read through then took my phone and opened my notes and wrote down the phone number and website. I continued doing the same thing until I finally got so tired that I fell asleep.

Brett's POV

"I shouldn't be doing this." I whispered to myself then knocked on Addilyn's front door. I shoved my hands in my pockets and waited for her to open the door. The door knob turned and slowly opened to reveal Scott instead of Addilyn.

"Hey." He greeted, his jaw clenching.

"Hey." I replied and he raised an eyebrow.

"What are you doing here?" Scott asked and I sighed.

"I'm here to see Addilyn. Where is she?" I asked quietly rubbing my hands together.

"She's asleep in her room. What do you need to talk about?" I sighed again.

"Scott I need to talk to her. I'm breaking her and I don't know if I can get her back."

"She's not the one that's breaking. It's you. She's trying to help you man, and you're just pushing her away. I mean seriously, every time you bring up the fact that she couldn't bring back Gabe it's like you're blaming her, which makes her feel even worse. She feels bad enough for not being able to bring him back and you're making it worse." Scott says to me. "She's looking at support groups for you. She's trying to help you so you'll quit blaming her. She's broken Brett, you both are and honestly I think that no matter how hard you two fight, you'll both end up alone and you won't have each other. You need to fix it or break up because I'm tired of seeing my sister like this bro. She cries constantly because she thinks you hate her and she thinks that you don't really love her anymore because you think she didn't try and you're blaming her." Scott lectures and I nod.

"I'm leaving town. I came to say goodbye. I need to get out of here, I don't know when I'll be back or anything." I said to Scott. His eyes widened and he shook his head.

"No! You're going to fix this!" He exclaims.

"Goodbye Scott." I replied ignoring him then turned around walking away.

"What about Addilyn?!" He yells. "What is she gonna think? She's gonna think that you hate her and you're just ignoring her! She's gonna break Brett and it's gonna be your fault!" He yells and I stop in my tracks. I slowly turn around and look at him. "She's gonna do something. She's depressed already! You just leaving will only make it worse and God knows what she'll do! She doesn't feel pain anymore Brett! She's used to all this pain!"

"Then she won't feel bad about me leaving!" I yelled. I looked up at her window to see her looking out at me and tears were streaming down her face.

She has heard every word we just said.

"If you leave, she's not gonna make it! The Doctors are after us again! After her! If she doesn't have you, if we don't have you then we're screwed!" Scott yells but I just turn around and get in my car. I could hear Addilyn's heart racing and her cries filling my ears but I just shook my head and drove away, knowing if I turned and looked at her face I wouldn't be able to leave.

**

I feel like such a bad person. So many bad things have happened and my story is really sad and I feel like you guys hate it.

But there's a reason for everything!

There's a reason for my madness!

So I'm thinking about ending this book soon but not too soon. I have many more things already planned and set up and I feel like you guys are going to lose your mind.

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~Kaylie