When I Found You , You Saved Me

Chapter 33

We're still in Atlanta because today is our break  and then we head on the road for Florida. I'm so excited to see our friends again, they've been keeping in contact with us since we left. Hopefully we have time to hang out with them after the show. As of right now though, still shocked that Jay kissed me. So happy Chres didn't see that because he'd just walked up after it happened, I got to tell Robert to get Jay in place but some part of me doesn't want to. Ridiculous what am I saying? Chres and I decided we're talking I can't let one thing hold me back like a kiss I didn't plan... right?

"Hey girl what you thinking about?" Jazmyn asked plopping on the bed with popcorn.

"Oh uh nothing."

"The kiss I bet?"

"What kiss?" I started to get nervous I didn't know if she had seen it or not.

"The one Chres gave you on the cheek duh. Is there another one I should know about?"

I looked up then looked down at my fingers as I fiddles trying to think if I should tell her. I'm not much of a gossiper ya know? She is my bestfriend also my sister.

"Hello earth to Kai, are you not telling me something???"

"Jay kissed me at the show yesterday before you pulled me completely away from him so we can perform."

"HEDIDWHAT?" Jazmyn got super loud and her Spanish almost mixed in with the English.

"SHHHH! Keep it down!!! The guys are right next door you think I want them to know!"

"Well what did you do? I mean what are you going to do? Did you feel anything for him after that."

"No, well yes, I don't know but I didn't want to pull away. He pulled away and walked away."

"What are you going to do, I mean you told Chres you guys were going to be talking. You can't like Jay if you're trying to get with Chres."

"I know. That's why we need to get to Jay like right now."

"Seriously he lives like thirty to forty five minutes away and it's night time the whole world is sleep!"

"I need to talk to him, I have to tell him that this kissing stuff isn't exactly what should be happening."

"Fine, I'm bringing my popcorn with me." She got up and slide into her house shoes and hoody as I did the same.

I texted Kin letting her know we took the rental. Why am I really going to him at this time of night? Is it really that serious?

We're sitting outside and I'm seriously debating on turning back around. Jazmyn isn't having it since I dragged her all this way to talk to him i should go ahead and deal with it.

So i texted Rob letting him know we're outside so he could open the door and he instructed us to head to the back door that leads to the basement.

Basically instead of actually talking things through with him we stared at each other waiting to see who'd speak first and i ended the silence with "Don't kiss me anymore don't bother me, don't text me, don't look at me, you insulted me and hit me where you knew it hurt most so I am threw with you got it?" He shook his head yes looking like a lost puppy as i got up and walked towards the door feeling like crap because i honestly didn't mean any of that. What i really wanted to do was turn around and cry in his arms while he comfort me, planting sweet kisses on my forehead. These are ridiculous things but I'm a teenager and this is something i seriously wanted.