Shawn Mendes Imagines

Hatred

Ugly, stupid, worthless, bitch, slut, wimp, no good, big mouth, fat. All these words flooded my head as I paced back in forth in the hallway reading the hate comments on a selfie I posted earlier during school. No one liked me. Not one god damn person. I was a broken soul looking for an outlet. I heard a group of guys walking down the hall laughing. They were the cutest kids in school and I didn't want them to see this ugly beast crying her eyes out. I wiped the tears from my eyes running to the side of lockers. They passed me laughing and nudging each other. Except for one. He just stared at me with those big Hazel brown eyes. He smiled a bit as his friends moved along the way.

"God she's ugly" I heard one of them.

"Hey man cut it out" I heard the kind one say back.

I heard footsteps coming back and felt a pair of hands grabbing at my shirt. He slammed me to the wall making me shutter.

"What an ugly fuck don't you think Shawn" the biggest one out of all of them said.

"Fuck off Riley, leave her alone" he replied pulling him back.

He threw me to the floor kicking at my stomach. I winced in pain rolling over to the side. I started sobbing uncontrollably. They stomped off and I ran to the janitors closet feeling helpless. I felt my keys drop to the floor but I didn't mind to grab them. Even the boys think I'm ugly. I saw a rope sitting next to the shelf and snatched it. I hung it around a pipe sliding my neck in. I dropped to the ground and everything went black. I could feel nothing.

*Shawns POV*

I felt bad for y/n. She's not even ugly. She beautiful to me. I've always had a crush on her but if I told my friends they would just laugh in my face. I started walking towards where she was looking around for that poor beautiful face. I saw her keys next to the janitors closet and slowly opened the door.

"Y/n?" I asked.

I saw her hanging from the pipe and gasped covering my mouth. I was in shock.

"Oh my god y/n!" I yelled helping her down.

Her poor lifeless body hung from my hands. Tears left my eyes and sobbed a little for her. She's cried enough, she doesn't deserve this. I kissed her forehead holding her close to my chest.

"You're in a better place now beautiful" I sobbed into her shoulder.