Shawn Mendes Imagines

Lost

I walked through the halls with my hood up and eyes passing by everyone. I've never been so sad this long. Nothing felt right. I didn't think anything could make me happy ever again. I felt alone. Nothing could make me happy. Music was dead to me. I had no passion to write. I slid in my seat eyeballing the teacher and the board in front of her. I rested my head trying to pay close attention to her. I felt a pair of eyes watching me. I turned to my side to find one of the popular girls y/n looking at me. She smiled and waved a little bit. I turned away confused. Why is she looking at me? I sighed shaking my head paying my attention back onto the teacher.

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I began to walk home feeling all my emotions build up inside. I couldn't cry anymore though, nothing would come out. My hands in my pocket as I walked along the railroad tracks. I looked behind me finding y/n with her backpack hanging off the side of me. A train was coming and she stopped to look at it. Tears fell down her face and she stepped in the train tracks waiting for it to come. I looked around the area panicking a little bit. As soon as the train was almost right next to us, I quickly grabbed her waist pulled her back to side of the tracks panting in relief.

"Why'd you that!?" She sobbed.

"Why'd you do that!?" I asked scared out of my mind.

"Because life is a waste and so am I" she scoffed grabbing her backpack slinging it on her back.

I sighed and shook my head.

"I know how you feel" I said putting my hands back in my pockets looking up at the pale grey sky.

"Let's be suicidal together" she said sticking her hand out to grab mine.

I looked at her confused like she was crazy. I mean she was. I shrugged grabbing her hand. The way our fingers intertwined made me shiver, like I was meant to touch her soft skin.

"Now I don't feel so lost when I'm with you"

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Idk what this was. I feel like I've seen this. Anyways much love❤️ -queen camas mendes👑😇