Shawn Mendes Imagines

Broken Ones

I was broken. I didn't think I could be fixed. My crush and best friend doesn't like me back and it sucks, but I understand. But I deserved to be love just like everyone else. But why does no one give me the chance? Why does no one love me? the broken hearts deserved to be mended. I need someone. I want someone.

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I walked up the long staircase leading to my dark room. I wanted to be left alone right now. Nothing can make me happy at this moment. I've given up but I know I shouldn't considering Shawn is the only guy I've tried to get at. He's tried to contact me lately but I don't wanna talk to him. Not that I'm mad at him for not taking me, but I just don't want to see him. He'll forget about me anyways. It wouldn't be the first time. I've been broken before but not like this. Shawn made me happy. Always being kind to me, always making me smile, always complimenting me. I thought he felt the same way about me, but I was wrong.

I shook my head from the thought laying down in my cold bed. I wrapped a blanket around my body. Tears falling from my eyes leaving me speechless. I couldn't make a sound, but I cried. I turned my cheek looking at the blank wall. There was a single picture of Shawn and I sitting on the wall. His arm wrapped around me playfully holding me up. It was summer camp 2013. He looked so good in that bathing suit. I was kind of skinny because I would never eat because I felt like I was fat. I've gotten better about it, but still. I closed my eyes letting the last tears fall. I fell asleep around 8:30.

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I tried to wake up to go to school. I really did. I couldn't open my eyes. I only saw white spots filling my mind. I wouldn't move either. Nothing seemed to get me moving. I had no motivation.

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September 15, 2015 at 7:45. Death- unknown.

Oh I know what happened, unusual but it happens. I died of a broken heart.

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Sorry for such a sad imagine but that's how I feel right now so yeah. Love you guys. Decided to write notes after or before or both in my imagines so I can communicate with you kiddos. Anyways, much love and see you later babes.

-queen camas mendes👑