Shawn Mendes Imagines

Everything Will Be Alright My Love

"y/n, are you in here?" I asked my best friend walking into her bathroom.

I walked into her bathroom finding her on the bathroom floor with a empty pill bottle sitting next to her and a razor blade. I dropped my jaw looking at her limp body lay there. Her wrist dripping made me wanna break down.

"Y/n!" I shouted running over to her embracing her in a hug.

I covered her wrists with a towel hopping the blood will stop coming. Tears filling my eyes as I watch her slowly. As soon as the blood stops, I shove my fingers down her throat so that she would throw the pills back up. She spit them everywhere on the floor gasping for air.

"Shawn?!" She sobbed holding on to my arms.

"It's okay y/n, shh" I said rubbing her head letting my own tears falling on top of her head.

"Why-"

"Because, I can't let my best friend go" i sobbed uncontrollably.

She shook her head wiping away her tears.

"No one loves me, I don't deserve to live" she yelled.

"There are so many people out there that love you y/n! Especially me! I love you more than anything in the world!" I shouted smacking her cheek a little to stay awake.

She sighed and hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry..."

I patted her back rocking back and forth.

"I love you y/n it's okay" I said letting a couple tears fall.

She shook her head letting out a sigh.

"Shawn why does nobody care about me?" She asked shaking.

I held her shoulders and looked her deep in her glossy eyes. The way she looked gave me the chills. Why doesn't she understand that she means the world to me and I wouldn't replace her for anything in the world? Honestly, I'm in love. I let out a sigh and closed my eyes.

"everything will be alright my love, just you wait"

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lol I suck at writing. Won't be updating for a while because no feedback and I'm running low on ideas tbh. So um yeah bye love you guys❤️

-Queen Camas Mendes👑❤️🍰