Boy version of me - Lizquen

Chapter 54 LDR sacrifices

{Last gap na ng Boy version of me... Just wait for the ending... Ang tanong happy or tragic?}

To: soberanoliz@xmail.com
Sent on: September 11,2014

I miss my girl!

{attached a photo of Liza wearing a crown from their past One Act Play}

From: Enrique Gil- quenito19xmail.com

To: quenito19@xmail.com
Sent on: September 12,2014

I miss the boy version of me! How are you my love?

From: soberanoliz@xmail.com

And he didn't replied for a week. Not sure if it's because midterms na nila. Or he doesn't love me anymore. It's true that your inner voices could kill you. Imagine how many miles away Quen is. And I just couldn't stop thinking if he have forgotten or missed me! Quen why the hell are you not replying?

"Liz, are you okay? You look pale"

Had this weird thing wherein when I get worried my skin turns pale.. Including my lips, cheeks and my entire body. I'm in Starbucks with Sofia... My new found bestfriend! Para siyang soulmate! She understands me kahit na 2 months pa lang kaming magkakilala.

"Quen is not replying" I was biting my nails.

She asked me to sip the Caramel Macchiato that I ordered then explained "Baka busy si Quen! Intindihin mo na lang"

I continued doing my report sa english. At least for a while I could let Quen out of my mind.

ENRIQUE GIL POV

"Bro baka naman may internet kayo? Pa-email lang ako saglit lang" I went near Brentford sa tirahan ni Kenneth, my new found bro! Kaso medyo bad influence eh.

"Sige bro eto oh" He reached me his mac notebook.

I immediately logged into Xmail. I received 25 messages from Liza.

"It's been a week since I talked to you! Facetime please baby"

"Nakalimutan mo na bang may girlfriend ka?"

"Baka buhay pa ako Quen, baka lang naman!"

"I miss you! Sana miss mo na rin ako"

"Madami sigurong magagandang babae dyan kaya nalimutan mo na ako?"

"Quen! Seriously one week? Wala bang internet dyan? Are you damn busy enough to not find a way to reply to my messages?"

"Quen aa naman! Please! Reply!!!!"

"Good Evening Quen I hope nababasa mo lahat ito! Hopia misses you a lot"

"Liza Soberano is still commited to you! Sana alam mo"

"Please don't let this happen again! Maiintindihan ko naman kung wala kang pangload sa internet. Halos namulubi din kami sa kakapaload ng internet dyan"

"Good Night kisses from your moonlight bae!!! I love you baby!"

"I still exist! I'm alive... Future Mrs.Gil sent you this message"

Well that made me damn smile! I feel so guilty. I logged out Kenneth's apple I.D and logged in mine. I need to call my girl.

"quenito19@xmail.com is calling you... Accept or deny?"

Umirit ako out of excitement!!!! I miss my baby so much. Nagtinginan yung mga tao sa starbucks. Sofia stood up and bought smores pizza.

"Baby stop crying" He said while he was smiling cheek to cheek.

Namiss ko siya ng sobra! So this is what it takes to have long distance? It's killing me.

"Bakit hindi ka tumawag or nagemail for a week?"

He explained "Wala kasi akong pangpaload ng internet and ngayon since wala kami masyadong tasks eh dumaan ako kina Kenneth para maki-internet"

I smiled tapos nag-pout siya "I want to kiss you right now"

"Then virtual kiss me" My cheeks is near the camera and he made the sound effect of a kiss.

I miss you Enrique! "Uhmm bare with me Liza. You told me it wouldn't be a big deal if I didn't call you"

"It's a big deal!" I yelled

Tumingin saakin si Sofia "Chill!"

"You told me na kapag hindi natin na communicate ang isa't isa it would be fine at maiintindihan natin. Sabi ko naman sayo diba? After the semesters uuwi ako dyan and continue college"

I grabbed my hanky "So anong ibig sabihin mo? We're breaking up?"

"No! Ang imbig sabihin ko wag kang magtampo kapag hindi tayo nagkakausap. Ganun ang long distance... I asked you if we could just cool off you told me kaya mo i-handle ang LDR"

Umiiyak na ako that time... So this is what it feels getting hurt by the one you love "I can handle it!" I tried to hold back the crack of my voice

"Then be strong! Wala ako dyan para patahanin ka... Just remember hindi dahil hindi kita kinausap wala na tayo. It's just that mahirap gumawa ng paraan para magka-catch up tayo. Nothing will change! Just the time na mabibigay ko sayo"

Let that sink in Liza! Mawawalan ka na ng boyfriend. This is an indirect break up I guess.

"I love you Hopia ko" He said...

"I love you Gwapito Quenito"

It's so jeje! Pero it feels like this is our last call. He's right dapat sanay na akong hindi ko siya masyadong nakakausap. That's the thing about LDR's expect mo na hindi kayo magkakausap palagi. 7 hours ang pagitan ng U.K sa Pilipinas and I expect na araw-araw makapagusap kami? Ha! Welcome to reality Liza.